You know what?? sometimes I hate you. You coward dont dare do anything. You enjoy when someone begs you cause you have some gaps in your past. You are so f**ing coward. A heartless feelingless coward child.
If you dont come I will believe more that you were not my type and I deserve more.
You will regret it if you dont come.
I now what you feel.
and this is true as hell:
When you start daiting the others after a break up, you compare the new one with your ex.... But everyone has something speciall.
day 33
I miss him. Whenever I feel bad about my situation in life, I start to miss him and want him back. It sounds like he gives my life validation....
I feel I have nothing special, I am not special and I do nothing special.