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  1. Day 11 I miss him so much today, suddenly a wave of memories with him washed over me and I just want to tell him that I'm so sorry.
  2. Day 10 It'll be 2 weeks on tuesday! I don't know if I can last that long, but I'll make an effort. Does he really not care in the slightest or miss me at all?
  3. Day 8. Crashing really badly today. Want to contact him so badly, but I won't, because he doesn't want to talk to me anyway, so I'll spare him the discomfort.
  4. Day 6 Handling it better now, kind of trying to accept the fact that there is nothing that can fix us anymore. Let's hope I can stick to this.
  5. Day 2 After feeling suicidal when talking to him and failing to connect in any way, I decided not to talk to him anymore unless he tells me he wants me back. I really hope I'll stick to this, I've degraded to a downright pathetic mental state and need to get myself back together.
  6. Day 14. The first week was easy, well, the first ten days even. But the last four days, I crashed down so badly and I miss him more than anything. He said he needed time, so I'm staying away. What does time even mean? Weeks? Months? *sigh*
  7. I love you so much, I'm sorry for ruining it all. I wish you'd talk to me. I wish you felt the same. I want to talk to you all the time, I miss you every second of every day. I wish I was enough for you. I feel completely worthless. Please don't leave me alone, I don't know how to live without you anymore.
  8. Day 52. Just when I thought I was completely over him, I broke down crying. I feel horrible. I miss him so much.
  9. Day 51. I don't think of him anymore, only very rarely. That's a good thing. I'm crushing on someone else.
  10. Day 46 of no contact, exactly 4 months since we broke up. Doing significantly better. Another guy from college likes me and I might give him a chance, though we're extremely different. Sometimes I delude myself by telling myself that what I actually want is my ex or someone super similar. But what the hell, it's not like my ex will come running back anyway, it's been four months, so yay, dating.
  11. Day 35. Now the holidays are approaching, and I'm starting to think whether I should text him Merry Christmas. Guh.
  12. I love you so much. Please, please give me another chance. I adore you and I would give everything to make it work.
  13. Day 32. Passed the 30-day mark! I am proud of myself, doing much better. No urge to contact him at all anymore. Still miss him sometimes, quite painfully so, but I'm improving.
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