Elva

Why did you ask me to marry you if you were going to do this? Why do you push all of the good things in your life away? Will you ever start to work on your problems instead of running from them? I think you are only as hurtful to me because you are even harder on yourself. It breaks my heart to know you live like that everyday. I know I will be okay eventually, but I don't know if you ever will. I am so sorry for your suffering and wish you were better. I wish you were healthier so that you were in a place where we could be together, or that you were willing to work on yourself while accepting my love and support.