You're so hell bent on us moving on already, and everytime i do end up contacting/texting you, you respond! You say that you do miss me, miss talking to me, ect yet still hell bent on moving on! So why do you respond to me still when i do contact you? why do you still have my phone number? You admitted to me last week that you should've deleted my number a few months ago when you deleted me from your facebook too to try and make moving on easier, but it would suck too much to lose me completely! that doesn't even make sense, it's not like you talk to me on your own. I only hear from you if i either contact you myself or you accidentally text me...so basically, you're just holding onto my number just in case you change your mind again? because you know i'll be there like the 3 previous times we broke up? well i don't think i'm going to give you the satisfaction of being there anymore, and by that, i mean responding back if you initiate any contact, and i'm sure as hell not going to keep texting you myself anymore, because what the hell do i get out of it anymore? we chat for alittle bit, say you miss me too after i say i miss you, and get told we need to move on...i'm not giving you the power of knowing i'll still be there anymore...i think its a good thing i am your first love, first boyfriend, first serious relationship, person to lose your virginity to, ect, because it will make you realize that much more just what you're losing and giving up on, all because of one stupid, bull negative that causes you to walk away from this 4 times instead of sticking by me and actually trying...i was nothing but loving, caring, and supportive to you, and though i believe that you did love me, you obviously didn't love me as much as i loved you, and i dare you to find someone else who will as much as i did...you've already compared 2 guys of potential interest to me since we've been apart the past 7 months and you told me they didn't compare to me at all, GOOD! i'm done trying and trying to convince you to try again and everything...i put more effort and time into it than you deserved...don't fully expect me to be there when and if you decide you want to initiate contact, because you'll be dissappointed for a change, just like how you disappointed me!