I started seeing this guy a while back, almost a year and half ago. It was nothing serious. I guess we were just kind of hooking up, we only had sex once. It was always a big group of us, and it was just easy going and fun. We had lost contact for a while and then got back in touch. He started saying that he missed me and all this stuff. We kept in contact over the interent and the phone, because he was out of the country. Well it was time for him to come back and he said he wanted to see me again. I agreed and I was very excited because I remembered how much fun we had.
Well, he got here and nothing was the same AT ALL! I wasn't attracted to him the least bit. I didn't even want to kiss him and when I did it was really bad. Not being attracted to him made me start picking at every little thing that he was doing wrong, or every little thing that I didn't like. I think I used that as my excuse to not being attracted. Like I tried to find things wrong. What do you do when you aren't attracted to the person?!