I love my wife so much. I have hurt her in the past, I had this macho attitude and said some mean stuff to her, even at the time I would think to myself " what in the world are you doing, this is stupid". So time has gone by and I have realized that she is the one and only woman in my life and could'nt imagine being without her. I start telling her that she is the most beautiful thing in my life and is so special to me. I tell her that even the smell of her gives me butterflies again like when we first met, we have been married for 13 yrs. She is having a hard time trusting me, and I know she feels like I'm crowding her because I dont want to ever hold anything back from her anymore. I am desperatly wanting her to treat me like before, she says she loves me and it means alot, I don't know. Does anyone have any advice at all for me in this situation? I have no friends to talk to about this and need help.