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nikkers04

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  1. so its been awhile lol. Just thought i'd let you guys know I"m doing great! I've been back to being happy me lil things kinda bother me still but i've realized no guy thats going to treat me like crap is worth wanting so screw him. I deserave better until he can be that "betteR" i dont want a part of him...ever if he can't be the person i need him to be so here I am "hanging" out with a HOTTIE he models lol and he rides a bike perfect since I ride too. Im going to take things REAL slow because I remember "crushing" on this guy the first time i met him over a year ago ... he emailed me on myspace about 3 weeks ago and we have been talking ever since. he is going to come hang out iwth me and my friends tonight so wish me luck!
  2. why can't we jsut let go why can't we be "happy" that if they aren't the one there is someone so much better bound to be out there for us. Someone that will NOT hurt us...why can't we grab ahold of that why do we "break nc" or do stupid stuff out of desperation why can't we just let go
  3. i was doing fine now i feel like i want to crawl out of my skin i just want to hear his voice!
  4. getmeback...I know what you mean by "dizzy" i get these panik attacks and i wonder if I should just stop breathing
  5. samantha if you think thing are not going to go well call and cancel it will be like starting over at day one! you dont want that give yourself more time before meeting up with her as "friends"
  6. i know the feeling bostoneric...its been over a month since he left and everything just keeps getting me down. I'm hoping after 30 days no contact we can talk but i dnt know that he will want to talk to me even then today is day 6
  7. you are right I dont NEED him in my life but i sure in the heck WANT him
  8. wheN I'm feeling bad I listen to 2 songs...one makes me sad the other one makes me feel good lol i'll post the lyrics Sad THE EASY PART SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AIN’T ENOUGH AND THERE’S TIMES JUST GIVING UP IS ALRIGHT NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU WANT IT TO WORK, SOMEONE’S GONNA GETS HURT SOMETIMES IT AIN’T ABOUT WHO’S WRONG AND AS BAD AS YOU WANT TO HOLD ON THE RIGHT THING TO DO IS TO GET OUT RIGHT NOW BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE CHORUS THE HARDEST PART OF LEAVING IS PICKING UP THE KEYS AND FINDING THE NERVE TO START THAT CAR THE FIRST NIGHT IS THE LONGEST YOU’RE WAKING UP ALONE AND YOU FIND OUT HOW STRONG YOU REALLY ARE THE REST IS THE EASY PART BEFORE LONG THE PHONE’S GONNA RING AND YOU’LL WANT TO ANSWER HIS CALL BUT GIRL DON’T HAVE THE SAME CONVERSATION OVER AND OVER JUST LET IT BE OVER REPEAT CHORUS THERE’S AN OPEN ROAD, THERE’S A LIFE AHEAD EVEN THOUGH YOU CAN’T SEE IT YET JUST TAKE A CHANCE...... PICK UP YOUR KEYS, FIND THE NERVE YEAH START YOUR CAR, THE REST IS THE EASY PART and for the good one SHE’S GONNA HURT SOMEBODY SHE STEPPIN' ON THE GAS, GOING TOO FAST DRIVING WITH HER KNEE TRUCKER SCREAMIN’ “BABY PICK A LANE, YOU’RE GONNA HURT SOMEBODY” GOT THE MIRROR SIDEWAYS, PUTTIN’ ON HER FACE NO MORE CRYIN’, ALL SHE’S THINKIN’ ABOUT IS SWEET REVENGE SHE’S GONNA HURT SOMEBODY SOME FOOL WENT AND BROKE HER HEART BAD MOVE! CHORUS I FEEL SORRY FOR THE GUY THAT WINDS UP IN HER ARMS HE’S GONNA WAKE UP WONDERIN’ WHAT TRAIN JUST RAN OVER HIS HEART WITH THAT LITTLE BLACK DRESS, THOSE LAVA RED LIPS AIN’T BUT ONE THING ON HER MIND SHE’S GONNA HURT SOMEBODY SHE WALKS INTO THE BAR, EVEN IN THE DARK YOU CAN SEE IT IN HER EYES, EVERYBODY WHISPERS “GIVE HER ROOM” SHE HEADS UP TO THE BAND, NAPKIN IN HER HAND, MAKING HER REQUEST “HEY BUDDY WON’T YOU PLAY THAT SONG” SHE’S GONNA HURT SOMEBODY SOME FOOL JUST ASKED HER TO DANCE BAD MOVE!
  9. if he doens't want to be with me and "doesn't care about me" then why in the heck would you want to check up on me...I SERIOUSLY don't understand my situation sometimes it makes me cry, some times it makes me MAD, some times it makes me laugh because he is seriosly being dumb.
  10. So i have a ?...why if you are the dumper would you "check" up on the person you left? my ex keeps logging on to my profile to see what I"m doing....I know I shouldn't read into it but really why would you do that?
  11. sounds kinda like my day luckily I didn't really have to talk to anyone. All I did was see him ride by. Its annoying and scary not knowing what to do when you feel you may run into them when your trying your hardest to get your life together
  12. ok so I"m raging right now so I dont mean to offend anyone I"M SO SICK of "coincidences" let me explain. I ride a motorcycle thats what i do to try to avoid all the heartache I feel. So i'm riding around for about 3 hours. I decide its time to go home so I leave the group and head home GUESS WHO HAPPENS TO BE INSERTED INTO THE Yeah my ex the one that broke my heart. One SECOND of different timing and I would have never seen him. ONE light being a different color me leaving ONE second sooner or later or HIM leaving one second sooner or later from wherever he came from and I WOULDN"T HAVE SEEN HIM! I would have been on a different street as he was turning onto the one I had just left. SERIOUSLY i've already hit rock bottom can't SOMEONE GIVE ME A BREAK! i was doing the best that I could and then he has to be painted into the picture WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!
  13. day 4 or 5 i'm trying not to count because we all know it has nothing to do with what day it is. THIS SERIOUSLY SUCKS! i went out last night had a good time then wake up wondering he wasn't with me why we werent' out having a good time like usual
  14. we broke up exaclty 1 month ago today. His birthday is on valentines day GRR my cupid i called him. BUT i'm going to shock him and not even tell him happy birthday...that might be like WOW she didn't make up an excuse to talk to me what happened
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