Jump to content

betterthan

Bronze Member
  • Posts

    114
  • Joined

About betterthan

  • Birthday 12/19/1981

betterthan's Achievements

Apprentice

Apprentice (3/14)

  • First Post
  • Collaborator
  • Conversation Starter
  • Week One Done
  • One Month Later

Recent Badges

5

Reputation

  1. I found out today that my Step-Sister committed suicide. I'm in complete and utter shock. I just want to call you for comfort and a hug. I am so distraught. Would it wrong to call? I don't want this to be just an excuse. What do I do ENA community?
  2. I realized this morning that I am starting to forget about you. You cross my mind less and less. I had such an awesome weekend and I feel happier than I have felt in years! If I ever felt this happy when I was with you, I don't remember it. I guess that hind sight is 20/20. I hope that you are feeling happy again and that you have started figuring out your "stuff". I just wish that we could forgive each other and have peace between us.
  3. I'm feeling really crappy today and so now I am thinking about you constantly. I don't know what is making me feel so put of sorts but I feel unhappy again like i did when I was still with you. All of a sudden I am back to wondering if you miss me and if you have found someone new yet. I've been feeling happy again, but today I feel the old unhappiness back. I asked you if we could make peace and got no answer. I guess that's a no. I won't contact you. But I'm sure I will think about what I want to say to you for the rest of the day. I hope you are missing me as much as I miss you.
  4. I told you that I want peace between us, and that I have accepted that you have moved on (even though I don't know if you really have moved on) and got no response. I am happy with my life now, I no longer wish that I was still with you. I'm not going to obsess over it, as I don't really care what you are thinking. But I do think that I deserve at least a response. I have stayed true to the person that I am by making peace. I really do wish that you find happiness.
  5. Also, I changed all of my phone numbers and moved for a reason. GET THE HINT.
  6. Screw you. Your email today, thanking me for replacing the frame that I broke and saying it was unnecessary, was frikkin unnecessary. I left it outside of your house when I knew you wouldn't be there on purpose. It was for my own piece of mind NOT for you. Your closing of "I hope you are doing well, despite what you might think" was infuriating! As if I am not doing ok without your issues and BS in my life? F you. I want to respond with a giant email full of anger and cuss words. But you aren't worth it. I was not angry before this email, you have succeeded in pissing me right off. Now go away. Permanently.
  7. I am really enjoying my life without you, but it would be really awesome if you would stop popping into my head all the time. The thoughts of you don't even make me sad, it just annoys me how you keep intruding into my sense of calm and peace that I am working so hard on. I know it has been not even 6 weeks yet, but I want to move on. I want to leave you and all the stress of our relationship behind. If only my frikken brain would cooperate!!
  8. I really want to accept this challenge, right now I am on day 7 NC, 37 days since the breakup. But I have to see him on the 23 so that he can get his cat from my house as well as the rest of his belongings. So maybe I can't accept until after then????
  9. Today is the first day that I have the overwhelming urge to contact you. It's day 16 NC. I don't even know what I would want to say to you, I really just want to know that you still care about me. That you care if I'm ok. I am scared that you have moved on already. That you have gotten over me and the loss of what we had doesn't hurt you as much as it hurts me. I'm not going to contact you. I want you to think that I am fine. I have been every other day and I'm going to get through today.
  10. Day 9 NC and I feel better everyday. Eventhough this has been very painful, I know that it is the right thing. You and I don't belong together, our lives are to different. I still miss having you as my constant companion, but I know that too will fade. Every day I see new things that I sacrificed or was missing in my life, just so I could be with you. It wasn't worth it. Now it's time for me and my girls to live the way we want to live.
  11. Today I am missing your support. I am going through so many things right now, related to the break up as well as unrelated and I wish that you were here to give me your thoughts and opinions. I can't seem to stop thinking about you, about us. It's only day three with no contact, I know that it will get better, but I just want to stop thinking about you and wishing that you were here to support me.
  12. I am so angry with you that you have given up on us so easily. I wish that you would grow up and realize that it isn't always all about you and what sports you want to play! Relationships are about work and not about running away when things get tough!! I am even more angry that we have involved our children in this by moving in together. You don't even seem to consider them in all of this. You made so many promises to me and have broken every one of them. Stop trying to play the poor good guy, it's pathetic. You deserve my anger, you are being so selfish. Every time is see you it makes my stomach turn. I just want you out of my life forever.
×
×
  • Create New...