I haven't text him Happy Bday .. It is 6pm now and I don't think I am ready to face more rejection and pain! He told me to move on and said those things about his ex, I told him not to contact me again! Right now I am sticking to no I won't text him after 32 Days NC! I made it so far i don't want to go back to the pain!
I might crack tonight and text him but I am trying to stay strong