floridachick

You're right, it is easier said than done. I have two more semesters left and I don't know if I can go around hiding and being scared that someone will find out. I don't think I would be this scared if I wasn't here at this school. Since this is a small school, I'm very well known- I play sports, sing in the choir and small ensembles, and have leadership responsibilities. Can anyone tell me what they did when they first discovered these kinds of feelings? It might help to know that people have felt the way I do. Thank you!

To update: Things have been going really well with my friend. I have to tell you, things are moving kinda fast though. We slept together last night. (Which I'm not complaining about! It was AMAZING!) I usually don't move this fast. I mean, I just discovered these feelings a little over a week ago and already I'm sleeping with a woman when I always thought I would be sleeping with men for the rest of my life. Does anyone think I'm moving too fast? Can anyone tell me if this is normal? Please don't anyone feel offended by this, but I've always been taught that homosexuality is wrong and not normal. But I feel like this is totally normal. I love being with this woman and she knows how to please me. However.................I don't like hiding from other people. We go to a small college that is considered Christian. If we were to go public with this, we might get "frowned upon" or worse, expelled. Please someone advise. I love the relationship I have but all of these feelings and "what if's" are coming at me all at once and I don't know what to do. Please tell me this is normal!

Sorry if maybe it was a little too descriptive! I just never quite had those type of feelings before and they surprised me. But what really surprised me was how natural it felt to be touching her and kissing her. Everything seemed perfect and I loved every minute of it. I talked to her today. I started out by walking into her room and kissing her. Not even saying anything at first. Just kissed her. I know it was kind of brave, but I've always been the go-getter type. But she kissed me right back. Then she smiled at me and held my hand the whole time we talked. She told me that she had been having feelings for me for a while now, since after I broke up with my fiancee. She never wanted to express them because she didn't want to ruin our friendship. I told her this is all new to me and I didn't know how to take it. But I told her what I felt like when I see her, and when we are together. Physically, I love her. I love being with her. But as far as emotionally, I can't tell if what I am feeling is real or just an urge to experiment something different than my fiancee. Again, comments and suggestions are welcome. Thanks for the helpful posts already!

Hello friends I posted a while back that I would be getting married, but since then my life has taken a drastic turn. I broke up with my fiance because I wasn't in love with him like I thought I was, and to marry him would have been wrong. I turned to my best friend for support, and she was there for me whenever I needed her. We've been best friends since high school and now we're seniors in college. We've always been very close physically, but not in any sort of sexual way. Up until this point I have thought of myself as a straight woman, but I'm just not sure any more. Last week I was in her dorm room and we were laughing and having a great time just hanging out. I had a camera with me so i sat on her lap to take a picture of us. I just stayed sitting there after I took the picture and we continued talking. She offered to give me a shoulder massage while I sat there so I said sure. She started to rub my shoulders, then a little lower on my back, and then a little lower. Then she rubbed my back underneath my shirt. She started coming up closer to my bra, and then her hands were underneath my brastraps. She was fondling my breasts and I didn't want to stop her. She did this for a few minutes and I couldn't bear it anymore. I grabbed her hand and put it down the front of my pants. She didn't disappoint me. She knew exactly what I wanted, where I wanted it. I never had a more powerful orgasm. I turned around so I was straddling her and we made out and touched each other for the next half hour. We had just gotten off of each other when her roommate came in and I left. We really havn't gotten a chance to privatly talk to each other and figure out what happened. I don't even know what happened. Like I said, I've always considered myself a straight woman until this. But I get so wet every time I see her. My fiance never evoked these kind of emotions in me. Does this make me a lesbian, or bi? Please advise, any and all comments would be appreciated.

his first time too

Hi, I'm about to get married and it will be my first time having sex. So i was wondering, from a ladies point of view, what was your first time like? Did it hurt? Did you orgasm? Any and all comments and suggestions would be helpful and appreciated.

I would also have to say in my bed right before I go to sleep. But since I'm in college and my roommate is here all the time, I'll do it wherever I get the chance! The strangest place was on a plane sitting between two men. Not that they were hot or anything, but I had just finished reading 'Cosmo' and was feeling a little horny. It was a long flight.

Hey guys, this is my first ever posting and it's also a little embarrassing. But I am 19 years old and have never had cyber sex and i was just wondering how to do it. Any suggestions?