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  1. i am just starting to fit in on my squad and i am noticing that i am a bit larger than the other girls and it is hard knowing that my mom cares more than i do "you need to stop eating so much bad food" she tells me all the time and i have like one snack a day and the rest is healthy. thats when i cut. when people try to run my life.
  2. today after practice, my coach pulled me aside and said "show me your wrist". so i showed her my right wrist which i dont cut on. she pulled up my left wrist and said "whats wrong?" i said "nothing, just stressed" she said "look you are beautiful and you have a lot going for you. i dont want to see any fresh cuts on you okay?" and i just nodded. the thing is sometimes i relapse. she told me i can always come talk to her, and i know i can, i just dont like talking about my feelings. What should I doo and what did she mean by she doesnt want to see any fresh cuts on me. Will i get thrown off the team if i do cut?
  3. cutting is an addiction and i have been fighting it for 2 years. It's hard to stop. I usually stop for a month or two or a week or two and then break down again, but other times i just cut from stress of cheerleading (to be pretty or skinny enough) or my friends having issues that upset me, If you havent been in it as long as me, you should be happier because it is easier to stop the cycle if its less than a year of an addiction. The cycle needs to end at where you can get something to SI. Throw out all your blades, knives, pins, cut your nails. You can do this!
  4. actually you may be growing, my cousins fiance grew like 3 inches when she was in collage. and youre active, so dont worry about eating until you are comfortable
  5. but i dont want to leave him for one problem. he hasnt left me for cutting...
  6. i really like this poem/song. it has a lot of great rhyming and feelings behind it.
  7. if you do that in the first place, then you are probably wanting revenge on that person. If you like them and are testing them, well thats just mean, so dont do that in the first place, but it is a normal feeling if you feel rejected, just dont react on it.
  8. Okay, so this guy who I have previously gone out with, and have hooked up with several times told me that he stopped smoking. Well i saw him again this past weekend and he told me he is going to start "heavily" again. Well, I know hes not trying to be mean to me because the whole car ride back home (2 hours) from the beach he had his arm around me, and when we got out of the car, when my mom and brother went in his house for a minute we made out. I am absolutely devistated because I like him a LOT and he thinks that since his friend's dad, who started smoking at 9 is in his 40s and has a while left to live. I dont know how to tell him he has to stop. I told him before I knew he liked me LIKED me again that I wanted him to stop, but he said "I'll be fine, and besides I would rather have people know how I died rather than just die of old age." I really want him to stop smoking. I dont want him to get hurt. Also, I am stressing a LOT over this and when i stress i cut and i told him that if I am going to stop cutting, it is like him stopping smoking. he just said "cutting isnt a physical addiction, just a mental one, and smoking is both." i dont know what to do. any advice?
  9. pppssssssshhhhhh! it doest matter who says it. whoever feels it and accepts it first says it.
  10. I think that a lot of people go through this at one time or another. I have gotten in multiple fights with my ex-best friend about her self-centeredness. Eventually i couldnt take it anymore, and we got in one final fight and that ended it. It wasnt over a boyfriend for me, and DONT let that boy end a great friendship for you. just tell her that you would like some attention too and the world is not just hers.
  11. maybe you should see a doctor. (is it possible for zits to be in mouths? cause that might make sense yuck [kidding])
  12. pretend its not a party and just be yourself like your just hanging out at your house or at the mall or something. its just friends--and even if you dont know them, just be like you hare with your friends. if they dont like you--chances are you wont have to see them ever again, and they are going to like you if you are just normal.
  13. not really just that hes not really "cool" and i am ashamed that people make fun of him, but truthfully hes really nice and funny but he is really annoying as well...
  14. personally, thats abuse. i would die if my parents spanked me. i would be spanked a LOT. i mess up all the time, but my parents ground me instead. like depending on the incident that i am in trouble for. i snuck out about 2 and a half months ago, and my mom told me "no leaving the house without supervision except around the neighborhood, no going to the mall without a parent or a responsible adult or a friend she can MAJORLY trust like with her life, no sleepovers no going over to friends houses unless completely cleared with her and the other girl/boy's parents first, no aim or anything, but this is only for the rest of the school year. i mean spanking is eternal emotional bruising.
  15. not trying to justify it, but I am wondering if its wrong to feel bad for him?
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