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what would cause swollen lymph nodes inthe feminine pelvic area

what would cause swollen lymph nodes inthe feminine pelvic area

I have a bit of a worry. Alright heres the game plan. I have been with this guy that i wasnt as attractive to as to my past relationships. And to make things worse hes got alot of back hair. Which i try not to let physical attraction get in the way of how i feel about the person. See i always wanted to man to treat me well. and i usually spoil my b/f. maybe a bit too much because it seems as if he may be taking advantage of me. money wise is just an example. i think he may be a little too much of a control freak. and the problem here is that when i get into a relationship i always seem to want to be around him and would risk me getting in trouble with the rents just to go out to see him. it seems as if im dependinhg on a guy to wipe away all worries from me. any help as to depend on yourself and not a guy. and not let yourself get caught up and drifted away from what truly is important. Please any advice would help!

yeah but my dad doesnt listen and is just in denial and my mom doesnt want help i guess. i just wanna help her but she is just pushing me away now. and im homeschooled so i dont have a school counsleuor. idk what to do anymore

i need all of your guys help on this one. Its concerning my mother who has been abusing over the counter pills. Such as generic adderal with 10 mg. diet pills, she even went to the exent of stealing one of my adderal xr pills so that she could get energy off of it. She has chronic depression and she was put on prozac because she was raped by her father when she was young. SO i dont know if that would be the case or what. My dad controls her and she lets it. but the other day she confronted me and was telling me about it. As to me it seemed as if it was a cry for help. She didnt want me to tell anyone and for me just to try to help her through this addiction. But theres only so much that i can do. so i told my dad and he denyed it and then was yelling at my mom and then yelling at me saying i was lying because of course my mother said she has no problem because she dosent want to admit it. And now shes mad at me. i dont know its long but my dad thinks im lying and my moms just mad. shes got some problems. but i want to help her. but it seems as if i cant do anything, you know. the way she yells at me sometimes i dont know if its the pills taking or the real her. i jsut dont want her to die from this. any advice on what i should do. this is my mothers life in my hands!

what should i do. Alright I met this guy a couple months ago. and we have grew really close as far as friendship. and it seems as if he never had a g/f. but i have went through alot and he was always there to help me through it. all the bad times i had he was there. opened doors an waited for girls. and it seems as if he likes me alot. BUt im not physically attractive to him. i want a guy as nice as him but i dk. what would you guys do. date him for his attitude or no cuz u werent physically attractive to him. I dont know i need help!!!!!!!1

ALright i have a bit of a dilemia. here goes. I have been taking adderal xr for who knows how long, but the thing is, is that i really dont need it. i do it for the rush. i mean i got put on the medication but i lied to get it. nowadays this is very popular for high school. i jsut have a question on what it could do to u if u really dont need it. nothing serious could happen right???????????please help me out here......

do u think it would be healthy to have that slim fast milkskate meal. 2 times a day with a light dinner. im starting to try that. but i just want to be healthy and im so depressed i just dont kno how to get outta this mess. i want to be happy not obsessed with the way i look. any help

ALright so as u know i do have an eating disorder, if u saw my other posts u would kno. i was even at the breaking point where i wanted to end my life. It was literally eating me up inside. and still is. ok its been 2 years since i had an eating disorder. and i just feel like no matter what i do or try nothing works. im determined to get through this on my own, i just want a few pointers on how to get through this and be able to keep my weight down. any clues. idk if nothing works i guess ill just have to go back to being anerexic. and i dont really want to do that. so thats why im turning here hoping for some help. thanks

u know i had a eating disorder for about 2 years. and u kno i was at my lowest weighing in at 90 lbs. but the fact is is that it almost killed me. i was pasted out on my sisters floor and thought that this was the end. when ur lying there wondering why u put urseld through all of this u will kno that u dont respect and love urself for who u are. and if u cant do that u wont be able to love anyone else. u wanna kno what happened to me i would take this pills about i think 4 a day and exercise non stop and only eat like a few things at night along with some fruit but i would exerise it off. and u kno what this kills. it takes over ur body controls ur mind and way of thinking and if ur in this long enough and u let it control u , whenu go come out alive u will have awful memorys and be faced with depression. im serious this is nothing to play around with. ive been through it all. and no the pain never goes away, not unless u change ur ways u gotta make a change. i kno ur prolly thinking oo wha does she kno. but im i kno alot more then u think. i went through so much if u need me pm me. im always here. i can help u!! i know way more then u could imagine. just dont keep goin in this direction that i did, cuz once u try to stop u gain all the weight u lost.

i will give it one more day, and if it doesnt work then it doesnt work out. thanks for trying but i gotta do this one for me!

i dont want to be drugged up, i dont want to be on medication its all a bunch of smack. my life will better be off gone then let rotting. theres not much left too say i think i already made my mind up. im just so confused. why o why god did this have to happen to me!!!!!!

I kno u hear the expression "well life will get better, just wait" well not for me i dont kno how much more i can take of this. all of it. i just wanna take a gun to my head and end it while i still have the chance. Im sick so sick so weak. I tried to change my life around. i really did gave it many of many efforts an still its seems as if no matter what i do is hopeless. im scared of what may happen. i dont wanna be alive anymore to find out thou. i have been getting these terrible nightmares. my friends all of them backstabbed me and talk smack. all i wanna do is cry. i even tried to stop smoking, but i gave into today aftera week of smoking and had one. i feel like hell now cuz of that. IT just feels like i dont have a meaning anymore. as if im not even wanted. all of my friends who i thought were there for me seems as if i meant nothing too them. Most teens my age are out drinking haveing fun. but i had to mature alot faster then any of them .and u know it sucks i never had the chance to be a kid. not really. so whats the point. why should i keep living on if nothing is gonna change. i have this guilt so strong in my stomach thats eating me alive. i hear this voice in the back of my head saying end ur life do it now b4 u really mess up ur life. i just am about to do it. i have no other chance. i dunno any help too ppl that used to be in my place and made it. i just am a failure...............

Well as i sit here and write what im going through it feels as if im putting myself through the same pain over and over again. I just recoverd from a seroius illness by myself but it seems as if im still i dont know not feeling the same as i did before this whole thing started. Im trying to improve and change but it seems as if no matter what i do i keep failing. I quit smoking which revevled alot knowing i still crave it all the time but i fell as if my world is crumbling b4 my own eyes. And suggestions out of how to get up and start feeling better. i have been working out but that doesnt seem as if thats the solution. idk anymore i just feel as if i want to give up. I just dont have the strength anymore. advice plz! heres my journal thing i have been keeping online, its as if a lil diary. u can check it out if u want. link removed but thats only if u have the time of day i guess. hope u can help

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