hey babes i totally understand where you're coming from im a christian too and going through a time in my life where i just cant be bothered with it and keep rebelling against it. I belong to a church which my family have been going to for as long as i can remember. I havent been to church for months coz where i work has changed my contract to work while its on (which i am sorting out). But anyways i just feel really out of touch with God, Luckly friends from my church keep asking me to meetings and social events which has kept me faith buring inside me. Juat be strong sweetheart I know its hard but the only way you are gonna get back into it is forcing yourself to do it, dont slip away, you are precise and God loves you no matter how far away from God you feel, he is always with you.I know its cheesy but i find just putting some christian music on lifts my spirts high. Hope some of this is helping. Keep going and well done for not totally going 0X to God. Look to him and he will give you strength. God bless love me xxxxxxx