Girl I know down to the bone what you are going throw case I am going throw the same thing just 21!! just one a little higher level!! Hang in there ! there's nothing wrong with you it's him! Just like it's him with me! C what I am talking about at the topic the man I am going to marry is seeing his X that's me! and my story can u help me out maybe !! Hang in there and good luck in whatever happens 2 u in your life you'll find the right person! broken hearted in Az