I wrote this poem i feel in my most dark of times.
I feel like i am falling with no groud to land on
Just falling and falling
How far can i go how tough is my will?
Everyday is another struggle,everyday another test
Why is it when i finish climbing a hill a mountain is waiting for me
Why is it when i find happiness the darkness haunts me
They say the mind bends and twists in order to deal with the horrors of life
Sometimes the mind bends so much it snaps in two
I am lost and no map will help me find the way
Fear is being afraid of losing what you dont have or losing what you already have
My whole life my body,soul and spirit have taken a beating how much can i actually take??
I move forward but nothing changes