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Limiya

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  • Birthday 06/27/1983

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  1. I thought I would feel differently about you by now. I don't. I still love you, probably even more than before. I still want you, I still miss you. I'm glad to see there are still feelings there, but I know you're not ready. You want your freedom. You can have it.
  2. It's been about 7 weeks now. NC hasn't been easy but I've been doing it. I can't risk humiliating myself again and being rejected. I still think about you all day every day. But i'm not feeling that sharp pain so much now, it's much more dull. I still cry sometimes, but I've been having bad luck with my health the past few weeks so it just brings me down and then I miss you more. I'll be ok eventually. I hope you're happy with your gf. I assume you are still with her seeing as I haven't heard anything from you at all. I was driving myself crazy by checking your fb profile all the time. Checking to see if you had updated your fb status to in a relationship. But nope, it still shows as single. Then I was trying to see if I could figure out who your girlfriend was from your friends list, I couldn't tell. So I removed you from my friends list, and blocked you. Now I have the same problem with WhatsApp. I keep checking your 'last seen'. Analysing why you haven't been online for 2 or 3 hours. That must mean you're with her right? When you're online a lot more, I know you're working or you haven't got company. I know this from your habits and how you were with me. But of course, it's all mind reading. I actually have no idea what you're doing or who with. All I know is you won't contact me at all. I'll be ok one day. I'll get there in the end. I can do this. I'm strong.
  3. YESS!!! I AM OVER YOU!!! And i will NEVER EVER take you back. Good riddance. You did me a favour.
  4. I hate you for parading your new fiance around like a prize specimen. Taking her to meet celebrities at concerts and big smiles to the camera. I know you got fired for drugs, i know she did too. So why do you both still look so ****ing happy? Living it up? Don't you miss me at all??? After 6 whole years of looking after you?? You pr*ck!!! I did NOT deserve any of this! You cheating, lying, smug son of a b*tch!! I hope your marriage falls apart dramatically and she leaves your sorry as*! Then you might know how it felt for me. I'm so lucky i'm not feeling any more love for you anymore. That i don't feel hardly any attraction left for you. I would be fu*ked emotionally right now. More so than i already am! I hate the farmiliarity of you. Your broken promises. Your affection which is obviously so easily transferable. I hope your life completely falls apart at the seems. I hate you. Yes i'm bitter... but i have every damn right to be! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGHH!!!
  5. I still miss you, and i still love you. You don't deserve my love or my thoughts today. I won't wish you a Merry Xmas because quite frankly, the way you behaved, you don't deserve one. I have so many awful memories now because of you. All my happy ones feel tainted. I sometimes wish i'd never met you, or feel nothing for you. However, i allow myself to feel what i feel. It will pass, and i'll be able to move on confidently soon. I hope you have a horrible day, wondering why i haven't messaged you. But i know you'll be with her. So enjoy it while it lasts, as you'll only f*ck it all up again like you always do with relationships. GOOD RIDDANCE Limiya
  6. I thought i was doing better. It's been 4 months. So why am i still sitting here pining for you and missing you? You did absolutely nothing to deserve my time. How could i have allowed this for so long? Why can't i stop thinking of you? Don't you think of me at all? Don't you miss me? Even a little? I hope you feel tremendous guilt. You deserve to. After the sh*t you have put me through. I wish i could hurt you in return but i'm not that type of person. Is she making you happy? Are you really more happy with her than when you were with me? Don't answer that. It would hurt. Why did you string me along for 6 years if you didn't love me? How could you give me all those bullsh*t excuses? Why did you lie to me? Am i worth that little? I miss your family, and i HATE them too for not being there for me. My emotions have taken a battering, but i will get through it. One day you will massively regret doing this. I hope your life falls apart completely!! I won't be around to comfort you. I'm angry and upset. I deserve better. Limiya
  7. I'm going to get over you!! I don't know how long it will take. But i will. I hate what you did to me. I am dealing with it though. I am stronger than you think! You are the weak one. I think you always knew that. You made out like you were strong, but i was the strong one. You will regret this one day. It will be too late by then. It already is. Limiya
  8. *sigh*, Silver, I was hoping i never had to post in this thread again. But here i am. I'm having a bumpy day today. One of my friends told me they were going to be a father yesterday. It hurt like hell. After all, i thought we were planning for the same thing soon. I feel jealous, that's right. I wanted to pick up the phone and tell you. I won't, obviously. You're too busy playing happy families with someone else. Planning your future together. It kills me. I know you don't even miss me. Why would you? You have her to keep you company. I've been doing better recently, and i have to keep reminding myself of what was wrong with out relationship. Lots of things. I still miss you though. You drove me mad, but i loved you. I can't wait till i feel indifference. I can't deal with knowing you live so close, and yet so far away! Was she really worth it? Is she as fantastic as you thought she was? Limiya
  9. Today is your 'Saints Day' and i have ALWAYS been there for the family gathering. We would go to church together, and i'd help you clean up the dishes at the house when people had finished eating. I used to enjoy it so much with the energy and how special it was. Today i'm alone without you, without the love of my life, wishing i was there with you instead of your new girlfriend, who now gets to enjoy all these things instead. I feel so down. Srecna Slava my handsome silver!! I still love you, even though you ruined me. Limiya
  10. Hi Silver, I just wanted to tell you that the dog died yesterday. I'm upset. I know you probably don't care, however my first instinct when it happened was to call you or text you. This is the next best thing. Limiya
  11. Silver, Baby, You lied to me. To my face, in writing and over the phone. I never thought you were capable. You cheated on me behind my back. I never thought you were capable. I know about her officially. How could you move on so swiftly and seriously? What is so great about her than money? I am a good woman, a strong woman and a kind, loving woman. I loved you. I still do. I miss you too. I am more of a woman than you will ever get!! You'll realize this some day. Then it will be too late. Limiya
  12. To my sweetheart, Do you still think about me? do you ever miss me? Limiya
  13. Silver, Please call me. Text me. Anything. I'm so hurting right now. Missing you badly. What are you doing now? Who are you with? Are you with HER??? Do you think about me at all? Have you forgotten me? How could you have done this? I miss you. I miss your stupid dimples and smile and long eye lashes. I miss you. I want to cry Limiya
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