Softcentered

i really like this! a lot said in a little.. thanks mate.. a very nice read =)

I think it would be interesting to see what flows when people just start to type.. I used to write a lot of poetry when in relationships.. but havent for a while. I did enjoy it.. perhaps this thread may be mine (?and others?) ''excuse'' to get back into this pastime.. it would certainely make for interesting reading. so.. just start, dont pause, dont stop.. dont let your mind catch up tothe words your typing .. leave the spelling mistakes until later, run with it fly with it.. and have some fun, express, create, remember, feel, see, touch.. see what comes out. what might be interesting.. is to leave the 'origional' un-edited version.. then copy n paste it if you want to make any changes.. ive never seen this done before.. just a thought, something which may or may not have been done.. by writing this i have now forced myself to go first.. fulfililng one aim of this thread. Im far from a poet or writer.. i dont really appreciate poems whose main achievement is rhyme.. but i thoroughly enjoy glancing accross a page onto which a writer has poured his thoughts. i just think its interesting. lets hope others post as i think im all 'worded out' at tho mo =p i was looking at a picture on my wall.. heres where it went.. was touch typing whilst looking at th pic so apologies for mistakes im looking at a painting.. a picture.. a man in a boat on the smoothest of water.. blues all around him.. whites whisping overhead.. golden orange.. glowing infront beyond the skyline. i look at this picture.. its my escape. a moment.. one perfect moment.. captured, in a frame, on my wall.. i type whilst still looking at it.. feeling the gentle rocking of the boat.. the feeling that i have nowhere else to be.. nothing else to do.. as i close my eyes.. and open them.. im still in that moment.. its ok to breathe out.. to blink again... my moment is safe, still there.. unchanging.. forever on the water.. in my boat.. in a picture frame on my wall. decided not to put any more bits in or edit it.. as that little bubble i was in has popped for now =p so ill leave it be despite wanting to alter. lol.. i enjoyed that =)

edited lol.. even though this was a while ago. no equipment is needed.. just loose the excess body fat.. and work all core muscles. not just the rectush. get your planks, side planks, reverse crunches.. but mostly, unless your thin.. get the cardio in. you have the muscles but they wont show underneath excess body tissue have fun

hey, im not so sure as to where u live, but if u can, then have a look at mens health magazine.. its full of stuff that i think u could find usefull. its got tips from proffesional body builders, instructers and also recomends various protein drinks, home fitness equipment etc..etc.. its a pretty informative little guide i suppose... allthough some issues are more usefull than others, they usualy all contain a nice large section on working out, with charts , pictures, exercises, exercise routines and tips on how to do them. check it out if u can, the ones ive bought were very helpfull + also had a lot of other interesting to read articles in them. hope this helps + good luck !

i think that you should 'have a break' from him for a bit. all your attempts to get him back may infact be pushing him further away .. and if he comes back at all dont you want it to be on his own accord, and his choice alone. let things cool of for a while, and dont forget - if it was meant to be, then by whatever means or ways,it will be and u will end up together again. But writer is so right in saying that ur only young (like me) -and i cant blive all the time ive wasted trying to keep a dying if not dead relationship alive. leave him to think for a while.. if he comes round and ur hapy then yey ! but if he doesnt then uve not lost much have you? as he obviously wasnt the one for you. hope u find ur happyness sophie

im not going to try and give any advice, only offer a shoulder to cry on, and a tissue to wipe your eyes on. and most of all a friend to talk to. i just want to let you know that you have described my feelings allmost exactly. Its hard, its seemingly impossible. most of the time i just want to hide somewhere in a dark small place, on my own where nobody will ever discover me. Bbut then i realised that i had to give myself a helping hand, and mustered up the courage to come out. i started to let out some of my feelings instead of keeping them to myself, i shared them with people who had the same things building up inside them. - i felt that each time i discussed and described my feelings, it got easier and easier, and that i started to understand them more. - over the past few days ive kinda felt a tiny bit better, and i know that if i keep at it and dont just say ' oh sod it' and go backinto my corner agen, then in due time all of my wounds will heal. well, thats my story for you to read and i really hope that you find your happyness, in whatever shape or form it comes in, just keep an eye out and dont let it pass u by.- sory if it doesnt make sense- but writing it has helped me a bit, so it wasnt a complete waste of time.