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  1. Hey i want to tell you the story of everything of what happened and stuff and i want to say now ive never been on a date ive never had a girlfriend and i guess this is why it hurts so bad but i need advice. Here goes it. In started in Feburay of last year my sisters birthday party there was this one girl there that was beitiful i was up in my room listening to music and my mom called me down to eat pizza so i came down and i saw her i felt somthing hit me like a lighting bolt i mean the girl was beitiful i ate and went back in my room and was like Jesus i wish i could get a girl like her but ill probably never have a girlfriend iam 18 and never had one or been on a date my first date is going to be this year with a friend tho to the prom but anyways. I didint know her name but i seorsly thought somthing was there i never felt that befor and then my sister became best friends with her i was like oh my God a week later i find out she has a Boyfriend i was like lucky bastard arg and then 2 weeks later she breaks up with him i find all these notes that she wrote to my sis that she really has the biggest crush on your brother but i dont want him to know that. So i play it cool then one day we get on the net she at her house and iam here on msn and we talk and then i say to her aaaa i like you you know that she was like you do how an you iam ugly and you deserve better and i was like no i dont i like you. She speakes up i like you to have for the longest time just been to scarred to tell you. So we like did that for a while talked on msn and stuff and then one day i decide to ask her if she would be my Girlfriend i did she was so happy she went home and came back to my house the next day and she said i cant beacuse my dad said no i really want to but i cant i have to obey my dad i was like alright i understand she is 3 years younger then iam but yeah and i was like well maby later and she was like my dad said later and you know what i promise you ill be your girlfriend later right now lets be really close friends. so we were for about a month and a half and then she got back with an old friend and then she totally like forgot about my sis and then one day i went to her youth group and she totally ignored me i said hi and she walked off. I dont know what i did wrong she doesint even tell me she likes me or loves me anymore she hardly talks to me and everytime i think about her like now as iam typeing i cry beacuse i feel she was useing me and lieing to me to try to make this other kid jelouse or somthing i just want to forget about her so i stoped signing on msn messenger wrighting her notes and talking to and seeing her but i feel so bad about doing that i dont want to hurt her anymore then i have i feel like i hurt her and i dont know how i had my sis talk to her and she said he has done nothing to hurt me but i dont know what happened a week later she like doesint even care about me i mean i still have feelings for her i still love her and i cant stop thinking about her and its been a month and a half. I need help please email me or post here or somthing and tell me what you think happened what i did wrong what you think is wrong with me and tell me your advice on forgeting her iam sick of this pain i have iam sick of crying at night as i sleep beacuse i think about how she promised me that she would be my girlfriend and how she promised she would wait for me if i would and i told her yes and i think about everything we ever did together and i cry. beacuse i wish i never met her. Well thanks a lot iam sorry for makeing this so long bye mike
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