OK I love my boyfriend all my heart, but its just I'm not getting turned on anymore, you know that warm feeling and tingling sensation....well I do get aroused but it disappear sometimes, like it doesn't last (The arousal). I love him with all my heart, but their are times I have to fake my orgasms for him, like I want to have sex, but my body is not responding to my needs.
He did turn me on when he was banging on the wall, like OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! IT was awesome, he just keeps one banging me harder and harder and harder, but then after a few minutes, my arousal dsappear, like it was GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was like "NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY!!!!!!COME BACK SENSATION..." I was so....pissed off, but I didn't tell him cuz he was like "Oh baby, want it like that, harder.....," He enjoyed the sex, but I didn't cuz my arousal just slowly drifted away somewhere in my chemical whatever.
The sex that night was like someone a pumping watever only, like it wasn't fun, like come on with no arousal, sex is not enjoyable. What is wrong with me????????And Why is my arousal keeps going away? like it will be their then its gone after a few minutes. Any advice.