Tearsbegone

We've talked every day. If I weren't so hesitant wed be hanging out every day. We both want that. I know your not the right one. I know I can do better but I still miss me. If you want me back then why aren't you trying? You just hurt me. Even if you did change your not the guy for me. I am just scared of being alone for the first time. It's lonely. It's sad. I wish you were th right one. It would have been great. I need to remember you treated me bad. I don't owe you anything. I owe me myself back. I want to be close and friends but what point is that? If I remain in contact with you it will prevent me from moving on- I know I have to fix myself first before the thought of anyone else- I'm just scared there wont. It's lonely.

Why I am even still talking to you makes little sense. Your hurt me. You need help. Right now I'm scared about th future- I have to get myself well and don't know if I can. I wish you weren't so messed up. I just want to be healthy and stand on my own two feet. I want to love me and not ever settle. I want to be happy alone.

I don't think I can ever get over you. You were the one. You have forgotten us and all we shared. You moved on so fast. Now you have someone else how makes you happy and is your priority. How did you lose what you felt for me? How can you think she is it when you hardly know her? Why wouldn't you try for us? You just threw it away and gave up. My life is at rock bottom. I don't know how to fix it. It's not just what happened with us, there is so much else I have to put back together. It is too much for one to do. All of these things happening at once. Too much for one person. Why? I can't do this. When I try and get help no one can help me. I am lost and scared.

I know our friendship has been rocky. I now know what I need to do to make it better. I'm sorry your so frustrated. We were always best friends. Now you want a break? Does that mean you will end up not wanting to be friends? Will you love the time where I am not bothering you so much that you will never give me a chance to show you I can change? I just can't lose my best friend.

Congrats. Did either of you have serious relationships while apart?

Great info- I think its more important to know what NOT to do than what TO do. So if you follow these rules then what? You try and be friends