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  1. I just answered questions simply as i dont want to be rude i guess. When he was telling me about his new job in town (he worked away a lot while we were together) i just said thats good news, hope he is enjoying it. I really don't know why he would even tell me about it after all ths time quite honestly, it does not affect me anymore so.... My last reply to question was a bit longer that I should have made it. But whatever. I did not keep the converstation going nor use any emoji/exclamation. I will not be initiating any contact and its doubtful anything else will happen on his end or mine (he too would have to change and im not sure that is something he even recognises would have to happen/to be a good partner. To anyone) Hes probably feeling guilty about the b/u and having ignored me for so long.
  2. Ex contacted me today. Last contact was back in Jan I think, broke up in Dec. Haven't opened the message although hes just asking how I am. For some reason it just makes me mad. Not sure whether to even reply, i mean...i dont really have anything to say.
  3. Cant remember what day of no contact im up to now, but its been 3 months since breakup. He never messaged me, aside from New Years. He no longer likes any of my media either. Well . It feels ty...but I guess that's his true colours, its hurts to think he didn't care. I know he did...but it still makes you think.
  4. Day 13 of no contact. he still doesn't talk to me. The only way I can make myself NOT feel sad is if i sing this song in my head. Its so old and cheesy but kind of upbeat... I don't hate him at all...but I hate he gave up. [video=youtube;byEGjLU2egA] ]
  5. Day 10 round 2, its a couple of days away from 2 months since breakup Havent heard a peep from the ex since bumping into him on Tues. Feel like he doesn't care...Im starting to care less, but in a "I hate you for doing this" way. Even when he saw me he was nice, but like i was anybody..it was horrible. Thank goodness i pretty much ran away.
  6. I ran into my ex on the lift today. He was behind me and said my name. I cant remember if he said how am I or if i said it, but I shuffled off quickly to joing my friends and jump on the lift which was coming up. I was glad they were racing (they had no idea of the situation) as it avoided some awkwardness. I acknowledged him, but kinda ignored him too. He knows my number...if he really wanted to say hi he would. My head fizzed afterwards. I guess that is some anxiety about the run in. Luckily we had a gal snowboard day and everyone was totally awesome and "never mind about him" because we were having a wonderful, wonderful day already. It was just the best. The places i complained I never went- well he NEVER offered to take me, the girls took me today and guess what. So much fun...how could i possibly be negative, he just didn't get it... that's all I ever wanted...
  7. BBogdanov. After I contacted my ex...I had no desire to again... Funny it was like a scab i had to pick. Once picked it was gone ;-)
  8. Day 7 NC (2nd round) Been on 4 "dates" everyone is nice and everyone sucks. They are just not on my level or exceed my level of energy. There is no banter and laughter. They are just not my ex. I don't think of him while on the date, but after. We had such an instant connection and what was supposed to be a 1-2 hour date lasted hours and we forgot to eat because we had so much fun. I am not sure at what point we stopped understanding each other....but I will remember our first date always. He still has not made contact since NY but did not ignore me when i messaged him. Gah.
  9. Day 2 NC (2nd round) Back to feeling terrible. Nothing to do with the contact. Just a heartbreaking convo with my friend about what he had said to her and my past attitude. I just love him so much and wish he would give us a chance because I truly have worked hard on myself the last few months. I know its good for me regardless, but it seems like such a waste.
  10. TOD you made it to 4 days before he text? Good on you for having the mindset of space. Maybe if he does not ask a question, don't reply.
  11. I hit day 30. I actually feel a little worse not better the last couple of days. I feel a bit sick I've come to this point, it feels a bit like an anniversary of breakup. I am going on a date today and i could not really care less, sorry date... I screwed up uni twice. Waiting on my essay results which gosh...i gave myself no time to do as i simply forgot to do it. And I didn't register for my final exam as i have not been checking emails much the last couple of months. Hopefully both will work out. No more mess ups.
  12. Day 44 since i decided to go NC, 29 days since actual NC Gone and forgotten I am I guess! It still hurts. What could have been, what is not.
  13. You told me when you broke up that you loved me. I said well I didnt know, you hardly ever told me. But I did know, I knew from the way you looked at me, or the things you did for me...what i dont know, and maybe i should have asked, is when did you STOP? when did you tap out, how did i not see it?? I asked why did you say you loved me when i saw you last before you arrived back from work (before the breakup) you said "to make it easier" I MEAN ???
  14. Day 40 since i decided to go NC, 25 days since actual NC He still hasn't messaged me at all. It actually seems TOTALLY weird. Parallel universe weird. I wonder what he thinks of me not contacting him?? He probably thinks i hate him.
  15. Lolita, I hitting 35 in a couple of months, going back to uni with no sign of anyone having loved me like I loved them... I'd be happy just for that, the rest in it'd own time. But yeh it's hard! Good luck!
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