I started a relationship with a guy I thought was perfect when I was 18. We faught and broke up a lot when we were dating and he also cheated on me. We worked through that and ended up getting married when I was 20. The day we got married he told me stuff that he had lied to me about like not really wanting children. He started slowly getting abusive and I kept warning him I was going to leave if he did it again. He ended up having his best friend move in with us at one point and his best friend and I started getting really close as he was going through a divorce. His best friend kissed me one night and I ended up telling my husband. We went to counseling and it didnt work as he started hitting me more and I caught him cheating on me. We have been separated now for a year and a half and he wont sign the divorce papers unless I take all of the bills and he keeps everything. I wont do it. I have been dating and it seems like everytime I start to like somebody, I leave them for the stupidest reasons. What do I do? I want to be able to love someone again, but I just keep hurting the guys I date! PLEASE HELP ME!!!
