oh yeah

im actually making a similar gift as well for both my parents and for my mom, the cd consists of these songs: somebody's hero by jaime oneil the wind beneath my wings by bette midler hero by mariah carey mama by the spice girls

aww that article makes me sad i don't want to believe my bf thinks about other girls while having sex with me... ew.

Update: well friday it happened again. i came out of my last class to meet him and he accused me of talking to some guy "he walked by and saw me". i exlained to him exactly what happened... the guy asked me if i sat in this seat that the teacher moved me to and it was the guys former seat; he was unaware i had taken his seat so i told the guy yes, it was my seat and that was the end of our conversation. by bf freaked out and told me i promised i wouldnt talk to guys and "the point was i broke my promise". i said i couldnt take his jealosy andmore and he kept threatening to break up with me so i finally convinced him to just break up with me. i took him home from school even after he broke up with me and when we got to his house i got out of the car and cried my eyes out in his arms and told him i was sorry even though i knew i did nothing wrong. he yelled at me so i bit him lol... i know, stupid move then i felt bad and said i wa sorry a million times and that i loved him. time passed and he would up just going inot his house and leaving me. i called him and he said he's call me back later. 2 hrs. later he didnt so i called back. his sister answered and said my bf said he didnt want to talk to me ever again and that hes sorry. so, i went to his house. his sis answered the door and told him i was there. i wiated in his living room like 45 min. before he even came downstirs to see me. he explained he didnt want me nemore. compared me to his ex saying she respected him more and made me cry some more. i couldnt take it anymore so i said i was leaving. i tried to get out his front door and he pushed me around and didnt let me leave. at that point i knew i wasnt going back to him. after pushing me around for like 15 min. i finally left. i tried to give him a hug goodbye but he didnt want it so i left. this wasl ike at 4 pm. i didnt go home. i stayed out with a friend until like 10 pm when i got a call from him asking where i was. i lied and said i was home. he said.. "well then u got the flowers right"? i had no clue what he was talking about. he knew i lied and proceeded to explain to me how he walked (about 2 miles) to my house, in the rain may i add, sat outside my garage for 2 hrs waiting for me to get home with flowers trying to apologize etc. because he supposidly loved and missed me... and of course by the next day i gave in and we're back together. ugh. why cant i leave for good. in the moment i was so sure id never come back, why cant i stick to this. ugh this relationship is so frustrating. thanks for all of you who listen

hey guys, just coming to update you. I know that everything your saying is true, however... like in the above post, i really bothers me that you can say i dont love my bf. please dont challenge my feelings for him. i know i love him and have now come to the realization he probably doesnt love me, like you all have said. anyway, as far as how things have been going... surprisingly they have been going fine. but like someone posted, it could just be the holidays. i mean hes tal,king so sweet to me, treating me like a princess. on new years he called me crying sayinghe was sorry for the past yr and he was ready to change etc. and ever since then hes kept his word. im not sure what that means but as much as i enjoy his treatment now, i dont know how ling it can last. i know im prepared to leave him for good if he ever lays a hand on me... i guess thats improvement. anyways thank you all for listening, you're great people.

grossssssss.

i just want to thank all of you who continue to follow up on me and are concerned. it means so much. i keep getting stronger - i know i will eventually be strong enough to leave, i just hope its before something bad happens

well, you guys were right. it just keeps getting worse... i almost left, really i did. but then my heart gave in and i couldnt. just yesterday, we got into an argument in his room and i dont even remember over what.. i think he was mad that i was late to his house to hang out w him or something and i told him not to give me such dirty looks, to chill. so then he told me i had to obey what he said and he could do what he wanted blah blah blah, so i was like whatever. then i just said it would be better for me to leave because he was in a bad mood and id just talk to him later... as i tried to walk out his bedroom door, he threw me on the bed and two times after i tried to get up and leave and he continued to push me. then he wraped his arm arouind my thoat and i screamed. he let me go. and i said i never wanted to be with him again. thats not the way you treat a lady, etc. and proceeded to leave. he grabbed me and began to cry. saying he didnt mean to and how sorry he was and how much he loves me blah blah blah so after about 30 minutes of his tears and begging and promises to treat me like the princess i deserve to be treated like i agreeded to stay. we had an ok rest of the day and so far hes treated me perfect. i almost got out. i know i should have i jsut get so weak. i guess im jsut hoping he'll continue to be nice... ah.. why cant it jsut be easier to walk out.. i love himmmmmmmmmm

i hate myspeace when in a relationship its SO much drama and fighting after a while... moniter him.

Well, now that hes made me give up all my friends, i am not very close to my family at all... i feel like he's all i have. i love him, and there are some times when he makes me happy and i guess i hold onto those times and try to forget all the other times he upsets me in hope he'll change even though my logic tells me he wont... my heart just wont let me believe that hes not good for me.. i love him so much

how do you stop loving someone who is everything to you... i wish i never knew him... i never thought id let a guy break my heart... i guess there's a first time for everything. love sucks. i wish he wouldnt have led me on then...

thanks guys. i have thought a lot about this and i know i love him with all my heart and i would never treat him like that.. i guess it just makes me sad to think this guy ive fallen so in love with doesnt love me I'm currently only a junior in high school (i just turned 17 three days ago) and he's a senior. he isnt very into school unfortunately, and it doesnt help that i am pretty high maintnence lol but i am getting an education for myself, i will never rely on a guy to financially support me. i want to go to USD (i live in SD) and go to their law school eventually. i do have a great future planned, i guess i just hoped my bf would be there to support me... isnt there anyway to get him to change or at least want to change... thank you guys again for all your advice, i truly to appriciate it

LMAO......

basketball court, tennis court, several different bathrooms, his parents room, my parents room, both of our friends beds, the middle of a park, the car, by a lake... eek too many places lol

do u guys think that if i leave him he'll realize he wasnt treating me right and come back and change?

My parents don't know... my dad is an attorney and if my bf every laid a hand on me, my dad would have him thrown in jail very quickly. i really did consider marrying this guy and if i planned this i wouldnt want my parents to think badly of my bf. My parents divorced when I was 6. I live with my mom but we dont get along very well. I see my dad once a month, for a weekend... but usually dont spend much time w him because one of his gf's is always around...