confuzedboy89

As the noose lays around my neck I can feel its sweet salvation And it’s power To end all my pain And as I stand in the Gallows On top of that ledge I could almost jump And end this piece of s*** life There are days when I wish I would have jumped So I could stop hoping That it would get better There just false dreams I have had good days Far spaced and rare Surrounded by no one No one understands In a world so cold And lonely Will this soul Ever feel the warmth of love The warmth I long for Only comes from a single source It is the only thing Keeping the noose from Closing on my throat

what does it mean when someone says there outspoken??

I feel like its time for a girlfriend. I need somebody to talk to, a new realtionship to form. Someone i could start from scratch with and learn to be around. Someone to hangout with and have new feelings for. Maybe just something short and quick. Nothing too long yet. I need a girlfriend

yea sometimes it does seem like everybody smokes pot, but you've tried it too. Trying it and not being into it is respectable. Sure there's ppl out there that don't smoke, just like there was a few ppl that didn't drink in high school. Eventually everybody grows out of the party stages of there life. Just alittle longer.

Thats cause the women here are older and more mature. They can understand alittle better. The younger girls will mostly choice an outgoing guy with confidence. not always, there is exception but they are not the more attractive type of girls. And it seems nobody takes the time to understand shy people. It's not like they want to be shy. Do you think they want to sit there quite and self depricate. Do you think they want to sit there and be sad, and not have fun. Do you think they want to feel like no one like's them. They don't want to be quite or seem rude, theirs just this mental block that keeps them from socializing easly. There's just a social barrier. The people im talking about are the real shy people. Not the people that say there shy around new people and then 5 days later there dancing on the tabletop. Like no, your not shy shutup.

what you do with your life is up to you. but just think you could have another 20 years of happiness if stay alive. you just have to think positive and pull through this. 20 more years is along time to live.

why are you been so bitter babycarrot? it's just a question for those who choose to awnser it. dont shut them down for awnsering.

Why is is that women plan thier dream wedding with thier dream man from a young age?

Thanks, that helps alot. good advice coooolsome. It is also built into the male genetics to " jump" infront of danger when danger appears to protect a women?

Is it shown and expected in society and nature that the male is supposed to protect the female. This doesn't mean women can't support themselves but in a relationship the man usally is the protecter. What kind of protection is expected of a man in a realtionship? Is there a chance for a smaller man who can't fight off/beat a bigger man? Can he still find a beautiful women or do the weak die off and the strong surivive? If the awnser is yes, then why do the bigger males get the prettier women? sry, I amm just really frustrated tonight. thanks for your awnsers.

Should what a girl "did" with her ex be held against her? All i can think about is about what her and her old boyfriend did and all the fun they had and how they held and kissed each other in public. should i be more rational and just let that stuff go?. Do girls compare thier new boyfriend to thier ex-boyfriends? What is a good amount of time to let a girl be after a deep relationship?

Im with cardinal

How does being high compare to being drunk? what does being high feel like?

Which of these two choices do you think is a tougher individual? Choice 1 - The sterotypical tough guy ( large build, jacked) who you woudn't want to mess with. But who also smokes, and uses alcohol and drugs on occasion, to deal with his problems. He barely shows emotion, moves from girl to girl, and is angry at the world. Or Choice 2 - or the typical "nice guy". He is of average size, normal body build, and loving/respecting toward his mates. Choice 2 is able to resist peer pressure to drink and smoke as a teen, likes to be healthy, and is more family oriented. He's educated, and overall not a bad guy. He isn't overly sensitive but likes to charm girl's with his words and show's some of his emotions. He is able to deal with his emotions and control them It seems to me that in today's society choice 1 is the better man and gets more respect. He often gets more female company and is the more desirable man. Choice 2 gets scolded and is seen as weak and a whimp by society.i personally think choice 2 is the tougher guy.-- just my opinion. whats your's?

My g/f's been acting really negatively toward me lately. and i know she's tired and exhausted latly. she works alot and has school and whatever she's doing but it's more than that. It seems she doesn't want to talk to me at all. she doesn't even call me sometimes and other times she barly says anything, just one word awnsers when i ask her a question. when she doesn't call she's on the phone with somebody else everynight (which im assuming is 1 of her friends, i think?). i tried asking her whats up and she says nothing and then gets more quiet. i tried understanding but i can only neglect my feeling for so long. How could such an awsome spark during the summer fade into this? what do u think is going on in her mind? btw its a long distance relationship and we could only talk on the phone.