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Sukiyaki

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  • Birthday 05/11/1993

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  1. About a girl who begged for months, stopped, took some time for herself, and he came back.
  2. I think that statement rings true for mostly everybody, right? If it was healthy, no cheating, etc..I have a guy friend and took him at least a year to move on from his first love and date other people. I also have male friends who would want to go back to their ex's because their current relationship didn't work out or they were going through something after a year or two... Same as reversed. Had a friend cheat on her bf and went back to him multiple times...
  3. Why does it seem like girls are more likely to reconcile if they dumped the guy then the other way around? =/ In most stories that's what I'm reading.
  4. Usually when I have nothing to do, I would call you and ask if I can come over and see your mom and just hang out. We watched movies and it we laughed about random stuff..I'm going to miss that..
  5. I can feel myself about to go to the phone and try calling you one last time..but I'm not. I don't want to start over. I want to continue..I don't want to beg for you or anything. I just want to talk to you that's all...
  6. I just wanted to say hi and that I still think about you all the time. I know that I will always love you and that nothing will ever change that. I'm still forcing myself to turn to another page in my life, but I'm still going back hoping that I'm missing a page. I have a date with a guy soon... I'm just trying to put myself out there. It's weird because I feel like I'm stabbing you in the back..but you don't care. I don't want to put my life on hold for you..I'm doing something different..
  7. Day 7 I think I'm fine..though every time I say that I end up crying in the next few hours or few days. It's been a month since the BU and it's been a week of NC. I continuously wonder what you're doing and miss being with you. But now that I think about it, maybe I was just an extra person to you. I don't think your life could be any different without except that you'd be doing things alone now. I would always complement you and so how much of a great person you are because to me (and apparently me alone in these parts) you were. I don't know honestly how you are without me. I have a feeling you're not thinking about me at all and that you don't care. It's very hard to accept. My dad told me he's done with me crying all the time and that he's not doing it anymore. He feels I'm making everyone depressed. I'm trying to get myself together..I don't love me right now and that's what I have to do.
  8. Day 6 I always put others in front of myself, especially my ex. Maybe that was the problem? Idk and at this point it really doesn't matter. I have to get myself back and after I do I think about what I should do next...
  9. Why are you hurting me? You said you cared for me, but you're hurting me. Everyday I wonder if you're thinking about me as much as I think about you, I just miss your hugs and your voice..it's so hard to let go but I'm trying really hard...
  10. Why are you ignoring me? Please talk to me? I miss you and everything we use to do.. life is so weird without you and as I sit here trying to hold back tears (because I promised myself I wouldn't) I keep thinking that maybe if we talked everything would be back to the way it was. But what good is it if you don't want to talk to me....You're hurting me by not saying anything... But I know that trying to talk to you would hurt me worse...
  11. You sneaky SOB...I know what you're trying to do and it's not working...Hopefully my head comes before my heart..
  12. I wish I was with you. I miss how we both woke up together in the mornings and cuddled together. I wish you would've told me that you were starting to fall out of love. We could've fought together to keep us alive. But you decided selfishly to not let me know and to battle your feelings alone. I broke NC because a couple of days ago because I felt you thought you were unsure like last time and that you would come back to apologizing again; that we can work things out together.I still have so much hope you'd come back, when everyone of mine and your friends told me it's not going to happen. Maybe you need time to yourself, maybe your feelings are just a fleeting moment. This hope is killing me and I know the only way to full let go is to abandon all hope. Right now it's impossible. I wish you never left me like this you bastard! I feel so alone without you. The only thing I can do is work on myself and try my hardest to forcefully move on...If you were truly mine, you'd call and come back to me like before. If not then you were never mine to begin with...
  13. I only have one story, I think. One of my friend's brother's have been in a relationship with his GF for a few years. Then when day he broke up with her, and told her the relationship was going nowhere, wanted to experience new things, etc. Then she started to move on, hang out with other guys, NC and then he realized he missed. Now they're back together and living together as well.
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