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Today I miss you...your voice, your sillyness...I just miss you

Soo..this morning I'm in tears....I wanna reach out to you and text you, but I know it doesn't matter. I know it will be pointless. Everyone keeps telling me move on...moving on means facing the fact you are gone for good. Everyone I talk to, shows me how unique you truly are. There is no other guy like you, and I feel sooo alone at this very moment. B...I love you!

I miss you. I miss us. No tears...but damn..i miss your face, your eyes, your lips..your calls at 11pm...

Dear B, I LOVED you with everything I had. My kids LOVED you like a father. We understood your schedule was hectic, and we knew you had a ton of obligations, and never once did we complain. Everytime you took a step back, scared of commitment and the future...I always held on. I never strayed from you, and I never turned you away. I thought after three years of the back and forth, we were finally going to move forward. You said we were gonna do it, and no one was gonna stop us!!! I shared all of me with you, and you left with my heart, and never looked back. Now..I'm left alone to repair four hearts...I don't know how to begin to live without you! You were my lover, my best friend, my partner in crime...and I lost it all. I want to SHAKE you and say WAKE THE F*&K UP!!!! and see what your throwing away....