I am a senior in highschool this should be the happiest days of my life!!! But its not!I am in hell. I am left in the house 4 days with no food and no telephone 2 get help when I feel like im gonna kill myself!!! My mother only comes home when she wants to cook 4 her boyfriend!! I have no transportation 2 get 2 school!! I would call my friends parents 2 come get me but I have no phone she takes it every time she leaves the house! My daddy is retired from chrysler so I receive social Security from him!! My mother buys me nothin! She spends the money on herself or on her boyfriend!! I have not gotten any school clothes from her. Only reason why I have any is from my aunty and grandmother!! My mother does not work. She claims that she is injuired but she is not!!! All she does is go over her mans house and smoke weed!! She doesnt care about me!! She calls me names constanly and tries 2 hit me with brooms all day long!! I go 2 school and do what I have 2 do so I an get out of this house and go 2 college! I promise myself I will not ever look back!! I hate her and sometimes I wish I was dead or never born!! All of my brothers and sisters moved out at a very young age and I should have did the same. Im scared that 1 day that she will leave and never come back!! I sometimes that would have happened. I dont no why god gave me a mother at all I wish I was never born!1
