I dated the same guy exclusively for 2 years. We had a normal dating relationship. We had times where we would argue, but there was never a problem that wasn't solved in a matter of minutes. He would have done anything for me, and proved it time and time again. He was protective, but not over protective. I tried my best to love him as much as I could.
A few months ago, I got scared about marriage and the future, and I broke things off with him. I spent everyday apart from him thinking about him and deciding whether or not I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I decided that I did. I realized how much I loved him. I was ready to get married and start a life with him.
I left to go on a vacation to see my mom a few weeks after we got back together. He was supposed to join me, but couldn't because of conflicts at work. Before I left, he cried in my arms, afraid I wouldn't come home from vacation. We both spent every moment away from each other wishing we were spending time together. I had a dream, and that is when everything changed. I dreamed that he broke up with me. I told him about the dream, and he then proceeded to tell me that he really did.
Three weeks later, I am sitting here trying to figure out what happened because he's now dating someone else. I am depressed beyond belief to myself and to everyone around me. I can't concentrate, eat, or sleep. I have no clue what to do. He said, that he still loves me and he is dating her to find out if we were really meant to be. But, I can't believe that he still loves me when he is intimate with another person. What do I do? What happens next? I can't get by anymore alone, but I certainly cannot move on. Please, someone help me. I am nearing the end of my rope and I am ready to fall.
