cute_one2003

Have you ever felt guilty for doing things to someone and blame it all on them? Well I'm one of them who blamed everything on my ex boyfriend his name: Wade . Here is a little bit about us I was 16 and he was 25 when we first started dating I am now 19 and he is now 27. We been together for 2 in a half years it would have been three on February 1 2003. I regret cheating on him, lying to him, hurting his feelings and much more he done things to me as well which I always forgave him for doing now all I ask is for his forgiveness and if there is a chance for us to be together again and to start all over with him. If I could turn back time I would certainly take back everything I done to him. I also kept going on the chat line so that is another reason why I lost him but ever since he left in October 2002 I never went back on it because I miss him to much and I don't want to lose him or anyone else for that matter. There are a few things he never knew about me that I am mentally challenged and that I think like a 12 year old I just want him to know the truth about me I also been abused my whole entire life and he was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on. Also he was close to my grandfather and my grandfather is dying of lung cancer which makes me cry myself to sleep at night. I also just want him to know that I will never ever go out with anyone else for as long as I live the only person I want is him and he knows that. I know deep down he still has feelings for me and that he still loves me but he just won't come out and say it. I hope this article explains my feelings towards him. I didn't mean to hurt him the way I did but I told all my friends about it and they all gave me advice I asked if writing this article might help and they said that it should they also said that I should get help and that's what I did I did go get help. this is the article i was going to put in the paper asking for forgiveness if anyone has any advice on if i should or not let me know.

2 years ago i met a wounderful guy i started to go out with him but of course he kept turning me down he woulden't show up until valentines day he showed up to go to the movies then to grab a bite to eat he also asked me to marry him but i didnt know what to say after that he took me home since it was a school night and he had to travel with the road about a month when he was gone he came down to take me out but i got in trouble for it cause it was a school night so i left around 9 when my parents were in bed and i never came back till 3 in the morning and when it was time for school i fell asleep in class of him but now we broke up which is hard on me he was my first true love we did get into lots of fights but we always managed to work it out then one day when i came home from school he was gone and now im trying to call him up but he wont return my calls I also might be pregnaut with his kid but hes still not returning my calls so if someone can give me advice on what i should do thanks.

im a 19 year old high school graduate and i suffer from petite mel seizures i had them my whole untire life i've been in a ambulance 4 times and it wasent fun I got out of the hospital in augest and all my test from when i was in there is still not done i still have to go for more tests and i would like to talk to someone who knows someone who has seaziures if you dont then thats ok talk to me anyways.

im a 19 year old high school graduate and i am afraid that my grandfather will die of cancer he pretty much smoked all his life and i am upset about it he is 72 years old i lost my grandmother 5 years ago through a stroke she was 65 i was 14 im now 19 and my grandfather is dying of cancer and i need help coping with this because it is to hard to deal with i dont know if i should go to his funeral because it will be hard if you have any advice on what i should do then please tell me thank you. cute_one

well thank you for the advice but last night i got a call from my ex and he just wanted to talk about the bills if anyone else has advice i would defnitly like to hear it

2 months ago my boyfriend of 2 in a half years left me I told him if I ever lost him I would go and kill myself cause I cant live without him I did slit my wrist before because i was upset when we started to get into a few arguments. But I don't think I wanna kill myself anymore because i am to young to die i am only 19 and still have a life ahead of me but i do still think about killing myself so can someone help me and give me advice before I do happen to do it thank you cute_one

hi i am a 19 year old high school graduate and i just broke up with my boyfriend and its hard to deal with but all i want is for him to come back and start all over with things and to see my grandpa before he dies with lung cancer. I've loved him ever since 1999 he was my friends boyfriend then I went out with him after they broke up i was with him for 2 in a half years i was 16 and he was 25 when we started dating now i am 19 and he is 27. I don't know if i should leave him alone or keep trying to talk to him I always done stuff for him i been there for him we were engaged he bought me a 500 doller engagement ring and he boght me a whole lot more and I miss him a heck of a lot but then he left me to go out with someone else and didnt say good bye or to sort out all of our bills he pretty much left me in debt over 5000 doller so if you have advice on weather or not i should keep trying to call him then please let me know thank you Cute_one

well thanks for the advice surprisingly i got a call from him last night but he only called to discuss the bills which thats not what i want to hear him say oh well if you have any more advice let me know

I definetly know what your going through my boyfriend of 2 years left me and i am still not over him but i want him to forgive me for what i done I have a story on here too the forum its under is Forgiveness the subject is called looking for forgiveness well anyways bye for now because i am in school writing this bye.

In October 2002 I just broke up with my boyfriend of 2 in a half years it would have been 3 years in febuary 2003 but we got into a lot of fights and i blamed it all on him i also cheated on him when things started going down hill. I was 16 and he was 25 when we started dating I am now 19 he is 27 now. so you can say it was a 8 year diffrence. of coaurse i was unfaithful to him my grandfather is dying of cancer and he is not returning my phone calls to see if he will come to the funeral since he was really close to him. I am thinking of putting a article in the newspaper to show how much i care but i dont know if i should. I just want him to forgive me and i dont know what to do if you know what to do then let me know thanks alot. Here is a little poem I looked up which i am going to send to my ex. Forgiveness Thou, I long to kiss you sweetly, and press my lips to yours you deny me all I'm worthy and your closing all your doors. I can't help but think I'm sorry and that I have done you wrong but I need to know you love me, that you've loved me all along. Can't you see that I still need you that I long to feel your touch I am dying here without you cause I'm loving you that much! Please won't you forgive me? I'm needing you that bad I'm sick and tired of crying but I lost you, now I'm sad. I should say I'm sorry that I love you and I need you but will that change the way you feel, will that change the things you do? I still long for loving, all the great things that you are knowing you'll forever be, my forever, shining star! can someone please help me? i desperetly need advice on if i should leave him alone or just call him and talk to him and tell him that im sorry for everything and if he will forgive me let me know what your advice is.