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  1. Been around 2 weeks no contact, a month today on the break up and i feel suicidal during the night it is terrible. I feel as if my whole world is gone .
  2. Weirdly enough my friend, now her friend texted me asking if I removed her (the friend) from facebook, I haven't even responded to that.
  3. Actually not sure what NC day it is, maybe 4. I guess a positive was not waking up feeling completely crippled by depression or a need for her. I have been laying in bed for two hours though reading posts and thinking about life. I am trying to let go, but not sure exactly how that even works, the memories and the slight shocks of pain come every now and again like a incompetent assassin on my heart.
  4. Well that was a quick NC break, just texted her to tell her to be safe since the weather is terrible..., back to NC again. -___-
  5. Well, 2 weeks after breakup i am here. Been back and forth begging and talking of a second chance while she is with someone else and semi try at friendship I can't. Oh the memories and the morning make me curl up and only wish for her embrace of comfort, but NC is the best thing to get over this. Here goes Day 1 NC.
  6. Well, Just FINALLY deleted every trace of you from my facebook.... It was odd looking at your face and not feeling a thing but betrayal and lies.... You were once a Goddess but now you are a massive druggie who dumped me for a ugly rat looking guy! I hope your life continues to get worse and worse! You deserve so much pain for what you put me through! We could have ruled the our world together but you had to try to assassinate me and my dreams... You should have killed me when you had to chance, I will rise and be everything you cannot and WILL NOT BE!
  7. HA! I just got the best news I Could have EVER HEARD! Karma is dragging you down the dark pit you threw me into but in a different way. You talked to my friend today and were asking if I have found anyone new and were wondering how I have been WHY DO YOU CARE... You cheated and threw my heart on the ground breaking it into a million pieces. Then he tells you I have changed for the better and O how I have... I hope you REGRET this choice you have made... You told me while you were cheating on me and about to leave me for another guy I would never change... Mark my words I WILL PROVE YOU SO WRONG! You were my Love but you decided I wasn't worth yours so I hope you wither in Oblivion with the liars while I transform myself in a Human being no one can grasp because I will rise above this and I know I am worthy of another who will NOT treat me like you treated me in the end and will stand by my side through EVERYTHING.
  8. I truly feel sorry for you. I know we had our ups and downs... Me with my anger issues and neglect and you with your depression and somewhat carelessness. In the end you sat there and did not give a care in the world about me while you messed around with another guy behind my back, did you tell him you did stuff to me as well while you and him were fooling around? The person I am now is a MAN, I have gotten over my anger and I will NEVER treat anyone the same way I treated you.. Sorry I did what I did but I have learned from it, You never gave me that chance I begged and cried for. You truly lost a GREAT person through your selfish thoughts and actions. My next relationship will be Perfect because I know now how to treat my next love and to be loved again!
  9. The mornings are always the hardest, it's almost like as soon as I wake up you plunge that cold dagger right through my heart again. I don't understand after 2 years how you could so easily walk away for someone else and not even try to make us work... What happened to all the conversations of having kids and getting married and everything else.... sadly I think I will be the only one to understand your twisted mind and I know we are meant for each other but you seem to think otherwise.
  10. I still don't understand in the end how I cried for you as hard as I ever had for anything in my life because I cared. You sat there and told me you still loved me and you just needed space and how you held and comforted me as I cried praying everything would be ok. I told you I would get help for my issues and I am now I am getting better, I am not the same person you began the relationship with I am 10X a better person now... But you fail to see that because you are so wrapped up with your ''New relationship'' to give a care in the world about me. Thanks for the knife now only in my back but my heart as well.... I hope one day you realize how much I loved you and cared and wanted us to work everything out...
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