Hello
I recently got married and basically i think i love him but he doesnt give me the attention and love that i thought he would and i happen to be muslim , and so is he but i am more modern then he is .... and i recently came back online and started chatting to guys, and it seems im looking for attention im scared and confused i dont know what i want ...
i have told my husband im scared that i will cheat on him and he says i know u wont... blah blah blah
but i know i will should i leave him before i cheat on him on the physical? meaning i have been talking to some guys flirting and what not on the net... and phone but not in person yet... i will be going out of town to visit family this weekand and this is where i think ill fall into cheating
help