Back in 2001 I came accross some nude pictures of woman in my soon to be fiance's email inbox. Not only pictures but the woman were writing things like "Here are those pictures you wanted" I felt so hurt and betrayed that he was chatting with woman online getting them to send nude pictures. At that time we were not engaged but I almost ended it with him. He was so hurt that I was upset and he promised me that all that stuff meant nothing to him and it is just like if he was looking at a porno magazine. I beg to differ because these are ppl he is chatting with not a piece of paper.
We are now living together and sorry to say when I ever get a chance I make sure there is nothing going on but checking out his lap top. He sometimes leaves his email on. I also saw some nude pics of woman from after the fact of when he wasn't going to do it anymore. I confronted him and told him he need to clean out his computer of these woman. He had no problem doing so. Just the other day I went to his outlook express email and came accross an email from him to this girl named Samantha. The date was in june 2002 two days before he asked me to marry him. He was interested in her and said love dovey things to her and wanted to meet her in person and get to know her. He also sent pic of himself nude completely nude. I am in the process of trying to figure things out. He was so upset and he was crying and that he loves me and that he never meet her or intended to meet her it was only in the heat of the moment that it happened like that. I can only imagine what was said when they were instant msging. I am scared to take that path of marriage with him. He knows he has a problem and he is trying to fix it........He loves me and I know that but whos to say that it won't happen again. What am I to do? my life will be turned upside down if I leave him and I can't stand the thought of leaving him. But seeing those words to her right before he proposed to me kills me it just rips my heart out.
