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FreeFallFeelin

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  1. Its been more than a year since you dumped me for another, and the past year has been the toughest year of my life. I have tried so hard to let you go, but still, I miss you. At the same time, I hate you for tossing me aside, and ruining my trust in people and my faith in love. I can't even bring myself to think about being in a relationship ever again. ....And you never even looked back. Not even once. Even after all this time, I feel like my heart is dead and rotting in my chest, and with it, my soul has turned black and bitter. I hate you for treating me like dog 5HiT that you scraped off your shoe after all the time we were together and after all the things I did to help you get your life in order. I treated you like a frickin' queen, and you used my support to stair step yourself into a new relationship. I can't enjoy remembering the good times we had, which was most of our relationship, because now I don't know what was real, and what was an act. I was completely committed and faithful, and you betrayed me like a sneaky dog. I F****ing HATE YOU! I hope you die, soon. That, or I hope the guy you left me for cheats on you and destroys your heart too. That would be awesome! Either way, I wish for you to enjoy that special devastation that empties your soul, kills your heart, and spoils your mind. Having memories of you is like having a cancer in my soul. Meeting you turned out to be a curse. I wish I could erase you from my memory completely.
  2. No more than a year ago prose like this would have had no impact on me. But here today, these words ring as a true as a battle hymn written by my own war torn heart. Strong yet vulnerable.
  3. This thread is awesome! Even if you're offended at at the insight to a "hunters" mentality, this is pretty much how it is!
  4. I miss you so much it's killing me. I'm stuck. I can't get over the fact that you left our two and a half year relationship, and went directly into another one. I can't stop thinking about you with another guy. You have deeply hurt and humiliated me. I'm still in shock just from loosing the person I loved so much for so long ...still in love with you... But you've shown me just how much you appreciated all of my support, love, kindness, generosity and everything else. I helped you in SO many ways, and you seem to not even remember. You dumped me and said it was because you "needed more". Well maybe you should just stop and remember how much I have been giving, a stop expecting "more"! Knowing you are now so over me, so unconcerned with me, so willing to be so careless at such a delicate time with me, just makes me hurt in a way that can't be explained. I feel like you gave me a serious disease, and you don't even care! I want to hate you, but I can't. All of my hurting and pining are driving me out of my mind, and you know nothing of what I'm going through. You are blissfully on your way, getting high on a new romance. I hope your rebound falls apart in a messy, ugly way, soon, and that you suddenly understand how good I was to you. I want you to miss me as much as I miss you. My deepest fear is that your rebound is wonderful and reaffirming that dumping was the best thing in the world. I know for a fact that I am a great guy and a great partner. I've been brutally honest with myself, and accept that our break up was both our fault. But it's not fair that you can walk away so suddenly, treat me like this, AND find love within days. I'm left here hurt, dejected, confused, betrayed, and full of anger.
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