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  1. Me of all people should not be giving advice on friends with benefits. But it souonds like he is done with the relationship. I'm sorry you have been hurt and that he is playing with your emotions. Trust me, he wants to probrably have you around, but keep his options open. I would find someone else new to appreciate you or take some time out to discover you. Friends with benefits is a bad idea if you love him because in the end you will get hurt.
  2. I cut pretty deep. Enough were blood is dripping out. It really is a bad habit, but I don't necessarily want to quit.
  3. My problem isn't quite the same as your's, but with my ex and I. Something will usually come up where he dumps me, then I call him later and then it happens again. It all is very painful and emtionally draining for me. I don't know how to forget about the past because I love him, but evidently he doesn't love me. And I've experienced some heartbreaking things in my life, but knowing that you love someone who doesn't love you back is one of the worst feelings for me.
  4. I have been seeing a therapist for a few months now, but it doesn't seem to be working. When you see a therapist will you know right away if this is the right one for you? I'm still a very horrible chronic procrasinator.
  5. So he called me telling me he missed me and we hung out and stuff and that was fine and whatver, but then I went to one of his shows ans drank a little too much and went home with him and woke up to find myself with him. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Well, of course I still have feelings for this guy. I asked him why he took me home with him that night and he says cause he's attracted to me. I mean he dropped me off, there was nice long kiss and I, out of hurt, babbled out that I'd see him around cause I got what I wanted (totally not something I'd normally say). And he proceeded to say "No!" I'll be back in a month. I'll see you then( He's traveling musican). So what's this about. Please be gentle with me in your advice and words. I'm already real fragile.
  6. I wasn't sure where to post this one. I thought health, but then it deals with mental health and depression. I seem to be in some sort of rut and I cannot figure out why. I feel like I cannot move forward. I have seen a few therapists and have tried medicine without much success. My question is what do you think I need. Neuropsychologist, a life coach or what? I want to be able to accomplish the things I desire and learn to stop procrasinating. I have had many people tell me I have the potential, but I just need to act. So I need to find out what's holding me back. What would you guys suggest? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
  7. I wound up not going, but I did email my ex-boyfriend asking him when they were playing. I mean he did reply back to the email and he actually wrote that he was had just been thinking about me. I guess I feel like I could see him and I love him, but would never try to get him back for fear of being injured again by him.
  8. I know this is slightly off topic, but I felt it very wasteful to start a new thread. So I am still doing NC and I still feel as pained as day one. I have tried to move on, but it is so hard. I have been on a few dates, but none that want to go back out once they find out I'm not sleeping with them( I just attract jerks). The more I date the more I miss what I had with my ex boyfriend. I've always had a hard time finding friends even and now I really have nobody that I can truly confide in. It sounds stupid but I miss little things like having someone to go with me to the art musuems, coffee shop or the jazz clubs because people my age aren't really that interested in that and if they are I haven't come accross those people. Well,the band that my ex boyfriend plays in is going to be performing this weekend at some club and I wanted to go because I was a fan of the music before I was a fan of his. I'm dying just to go out period. Do you think this is a bad idea? Will I hurt myself more?
  9. Wow! If you don't mind me asking is there a story behind this poem? Otherwise I enjoyed your poem alot.
  10. Why do you say that? Where did that thought come from. I'm not mad that you sat that just curious why you say that.
  11. Well, I am depressed the majority of the time. Alot of the time I feel taken advantage of. People are always telling me how "nice" I am and my being my highly sensitive self I open up and I'm sort of a open book and then my heart gets trampled on. I'll try the book though.
  12. I'm a Libra. They aren't suppose to be highly sensitive are they? 11flower, I'd like to know what that book is if you find it. I do have alot of allergies though, but how does that play a role in being sensitive?
  13. When you find the right person they will not care at all how much you dated or for that matter they will not care to much about your past of they care for you. I just recently last year had my first date and I'm 24 and brutally shy and reserved. I believe that our society puts to much emphasis on dating. Be glad you didn't have to deal with heartbreak at such a early age.
  14. Do you guys believe there is people that are truly highly sensitive? If so what makes these people differen than others? I have come to the conclusion that I must be a highly sensitive person, but I want to hear you thoughts on this topic.
  15. Okay, I have been praticing NC and wishing that my ex will eventually contact me even though I know the chances are slim to none. This week has been so hard. I have had bouts of uncontrollable crying and don't know why I haven't gotten over this yet. I'm keeping as bust as possible, but then when I have a minute of free time I breakdown and cannot stop. It's almost getting to the point where I cannot work. I still cannot fully comprehd how I could give someone my love and then he can just forget about me and possibly be with someone else. I mean I know he said that the relationship would be bcome one based on just the physical, but I find that so odd since it was more than a sexual relationship. I guess what I want to know is how to heal or recover quickly from something like this?
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