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  1. Why did you drive by my place? Would be interested to know what is running through her head last night/today.
  2. 2 months NC down! Going out on a Thursday night tomorrow for the first time in almost a year.
  3. I miss you a lot, every time we hung out this summer was amazing, and it being the last summer before I graduate and join the working world I know I will never have a better one, it is quite sad. I never told you that I read your notebook one of the last times I was at your apartment, I saw where you wrote "the walkingman I love you so much", I thought it was super sweet. In August neither of us thought there was any way that we wouldn't be together in january. I wonder if you miss me? I took your virginity, surely you have to? You took my breath, I wasn't looking when I stumbled onto you it must have been fate.
  4. 44 Days NC! I was doing good and went a week without checking her facebook for a week but I did today....goal is to make it to at least end of January without checking again. She sure does seem to use facebook a hell of a lot more since dumping me, I wonder why.
  5. Yesterday was the first couples night at the party house, we both would have had a blast. Still don't understand why you ended things... Also I passed you on your way to work yesterday, I wonder if you saw me?
  6. Want to wish her a merry Christmas but no point, I know she won't respond and it will just make things worse. It has been 9 weeks now... was a great relationship, maybe I will find out why she felt the need to end it someday, but I'm sure it will be at least months or years before I hear from her and I don't know why. We planned out this Christmas together in late September which makes it kinda depressing, I wonder if she is thinking about me at all on this day?
  7. Want to wish her a merry Christmas, plan was for her to finally come over and spend half of christmast day with me and finally meet my parents but alas. Who knows, she might send me a merry Christmas text but I'm severely doubting it.
  8. 13 days down, forever to go. Actually I may think about contacting her on her birthday 6 months from now if I haven't heard from her by then which will most likely be the case.
  9. NC Day 4, doing NC for life unless she contacts me..... sucks because I loved the girl to death and thought the relationship was perfect. I might very likely never know the true cause of the breakup and the week preceeding it and 6 weeks following it but hopefully time will push it all out of my head. Sidenote....can it take a good while for the "no one will match with me as well as my ex" syndrome to go away?
  10. Nc day 2 finally heard from ex at 1 am last night "We will not ever get back together, move on and quit thinking about our short relationship. peace." I've come to the conclusion she is bipolar for a multitude of reasons.
  11. I broke 24 days NC 4 hours ago..... no response yet so it is most likely I won't get one ): I just don't get it.....
  12. Going to break NC tomorrow, after looking over her facebook wall and looking at quotes (she puts up the occasional quote that is related to her thoughts on something and has put up 3 in the past week that I strongly believe deal with me). Hopefully she responds back this time after trying 3.5 weeks ago (2 weeks after bu) and getting no response. I wouldn't be surprised if she was planning on texting me this weekend but I think thanksgiving is a good excuse to give in.
  13. I think after 24 days of NC I will send her a happy thanksgiving text on Thursday... don't know if I should say more in the text or not.
  14. 21 days of no contact, I'm starting to wonder when the time for breaking this should be. The past week she has put a few quotes on her facebook wall that I can't help feel are related me, though I may be totally wrong. The most recent one was "All I'm trying to say is 'Pearl Harbor' sucked and I miss you" I'm worried about breaking contact too early or too late, I'm just hoping she finally contacts me in the next week or two but idk if she will. (been apart for 5 weeks, I tried contact after 2 weeks with no response)
  15. Ughh, barely maintaing keeping no contact, I have sorta been semi-stalking her facebook. (I never ever use mine, just friend requested her when we were together so it showed it showed in a relationship with me). Anyways another quote from a song that has to deal with exes.....wonder if this is a good or bad sign. (quote was from link removed ) I was a lot better last week, this week has me feeling like she is going to contact me and I can't stop thinking about her and I'm antsy.... though I know there is a very good chance she wont.
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