The fact that I will never see you again in my life kills me. The fact that last trip with your family was the last chance I had with them kills me. I miss the good times, I miss how things were. I know everything is gone and I have to move on. If moving on is like a switch, I will switch it off immediately.
Please take care. Take good care of your mom and your dad, they are wonderful people who treat me like their daughter. I wish you the best. good bye.