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okay. thanks. i think.

but does that mean like. if i were to talk to her would i say like. we had sex? or like. i don't know. am i not a virgin anymore? i don't know. i'm new to the whole doing stuff with girls part, ive been gay for a while though. lol.

hm. well we did the same stuff to each other. i fingered her. ate her out. uhm yeah and sucked/bit/licked her whole body. i actually dont think there's anything we didn't do. But like. I don't know I'm confused.

First off. Happy New Year everyone! I wish everyone the best of luck this year! Okay and on to my oh so problematic... problem. What would you consider full sex with a woman? Like doing what? Because last night I think I had sex with my ... friend ... girlfriend ... whatever she is. But I don't know. I've heard that girls can't... you know... i can't use the f word but just pretend that i said it. so girls cant do the dirty all the way. Some say that 2 girls can definitely... have sex. But I don't know. What do you think. Sorry if it's kinda confusing. i haven't slept in a few nights.

I think the book's a little... foreward. I'm the first girl she's ever really liked. I mean she's had small crushes, but it's a whole different game now. She seems upset, and told me something the other day: she told me, "have you ever thought one thing your whole life, and then suddenly, it's changed?"

i'm out pretty much. i mean i dont boast about it, but some people know, and my school's catholic so i try to keep it low key, ya know. she told me she feels the same way about me. meaning she likes me. and stuff. she says she's bi. so i guess that's good. and yeah i want her to be comfortable with herself. i'll wait as long as she needs. any suggestions on how to get her to talk to me more clearly?

im sixteen soon to be seventeen too. she just turned seventeen. i dunno if this means anything. but whatev. she's also gonna be leavin for college soon cuz she's a grade above me.

I like my friend. A lot. And I know that she likes me too because she told me that she likes me. But I've been getting hints from her that she just doesn't want to be with me or around me because of what others would think. I mean, because no one knows she's gay. I know it's a hard step to take but I don't know what to do. I can't stop thinking about her… and I want to talk to her but she never really comes out and tells me anything, she makes me guess a lot because that's just how she is, she's mysterious, which I love, but it's hard. Then again when talking to her, I don't wanna sound creepy, like I like her too much or whatever. I don't care if anyone knows. I just want her to know I like her. And we can hang out where no one knows her, and just be together… I just don't know what to do. I feel let down. And disappointed.

hm. no clue. sorry girl. that's really tough. stay friends with both of them and then see what happens? talk to him about it?

i didnt like it. i thought it kinda stunk actually. work on it a little more maybe? develop the thought? anyone else have opinons and advice for this girl?

thanks swift...

thanks. however when i seem concentrate on a goal, i get discouraged because i always screw everything up.

I cry. And I don't know why. The stupidest things make me sad and everything makes me want to die or cut. I get upset at people really easily (especially my mom) and then I punch walls or throw things, but I'm not violent towards people. What should I do? I'm sick of this stuff.

i like it. a lot. wow.

okay so my ex boyfriend broke up with me on February 22 of this year. we had been going out for 3 months and 7 days. you could say that i was in love. sounds stupid but. whatever. he's 18, im 16. he broke up with me for one of my best friends. one of his best friends. blah blah blah. whatever. he broke my heart. i never got over him, but i wanted to. told me last month that he wishes he'd never broken up with me... but whatever he had a girlfriend in Seattle (where he lives... i live in cincinnati...) so i didnt really believe him. he came to me last night. told me online that his gf broke up with him. he told me he still loved me. he broke my heart. i cried for literally months. *not in public, just to myself* we were best friends for a few months before we went out. hes still my friend-- do i want more?