WhiteGrandAmSE

I used to be in the same boat. My ex broke up with me, and we were broke up for 2 months, and we almost never talked, then we did and pretty much got back, and dated on and off for over a month. I think it was a good thing for me to realize that she isn't right for me, i see the things more clearly now, the things i dont like about her. This is all recent stuff, and I now feel that im too old to find a new GF, or to date or get out. Im 20, most say im attractive, but im a real dork. haha. Maybe it would help alot of people to break up and get back and the second time around see that she or he is not right. it took me 3 times around to get my head screwed on straight. LIke, after we broke up the first time, i developed a defense, i found things that bothered me about her and dwelled on them as a sort of a defense so i wouldn't feel as bad. Then when we got back (my weakness), i noticed these few things alot, so it trained me not to want to be with her, which is a good thing, because when you care about someone so much, like i did the first time around, you oversee alot of stuff that you dont. Maybe someday ill date someone new, or ill meet someone new. I dont know, im 20, most girls my age found their companion it seems, they are all on campuses everywhere. I goto college but i live at home, and i work in an auto garage. My problem is i dont meet girls that much. I goto school at night and on the internet, most of my classmates are in their mid to late 20s. some in their 30s. Hmmm. I guess it isn't really a big deal, i would just like to date while im still young.

Well, you wrote a long one. It really sucks to have relationship problems on the holiday, i know because i am having trouble with my ex. The kind of trouble where, "yay" she talked to me after 2 months of not talking after a break up. She talked to me because the guy she got with a couple days after we broke up dumped her. I kind of got the feeling i was being used... but just in case i wasn't, i hung with her. She is very stuborn and i decided to not talk to her, that lasted 6 days until she emailed me asking how i was, then again, i IMed her and we we were together again. Last night i just wanted to see her "hey wanna go out after work" "NO Ken