RubyWoo

I miss you even more after running into you yesterday. The fact that you ran all accross the street to come say hello is messing with my emotions. If you want to see me, if you run after me if you see me walk past, why can't you admit it to yourself that maybe you made a mistake? Why can't you apologise and work on us? I miss you so much.

I love you so much and every day it's getting harder and harder to come home and not see you here. Are you really with another girl? Can you forget what we had, a frienship of almost 10 years and 5 in a relationship and just be happy with someone new so quickly? I want to call you and ask you to come back home and hold me. I really love you and miss you.

I miss you so much tonight, I don't think I can handle this. I can't do anything about it, I can't call you and say I love you. I just feel so desperate and down, please I wish you would remember us and how amazing we were and reach out to me.

Remember how we used to wake up on Sunday mornings and make love before getting out of bed? Then we would just spend all day being lazy, go eat out with the sun on our skin... It kills to know you're probably doing that with someone else now and you seem so happy after 5 years.

Saturday night... thinking of you touching and kissing another woman is driving me insane. I want to call you so bad...

I miss you so much, and the weekends are horrible. You seem to be moving on so easily and probably even happier now with some other girl. I wonder whether you even think of me and what we had...