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  1. Perhaps call your local police department or family services office and ask to do a ride along. Don’t mention your novel, don’t ask intrusive questions, just learn. It may take several attempts to learn what you need. Honestly, I think it would do well for your book, too. Describing the steps taken at the scene is one thing. Using your words to evoke the feelings and the heaviness of the scene…that’s an entirely different experience for a reader. You may capture it more profoundly once you’ve felt a taste of the reality. Best of luck on your novel.
  2. This is why you’re failing to understand. For them, it DID really happen. They’ve actually walked through a dark home and found a teenager near death from overdose with a suicide note telling their family how sorry they were. They’ve heard the screams and sobs of the mother who’s been sitting with her lifeless child waiting for help, remembering how bright and full of love they were as a child. Cops can’t tell you about the steps of cleaning up a crime scene without remembering the smell of blood and rotting flesh from that one night they’ll never forget. It still pops up in their dreams occasionally. If these people were to talk you through the steps of these events, in their mind…what do you think they’re thinking of? For YOU, it didn’t really happen. For THEM, it has happened and they likely don’t want to relive it.
  3. A marriage, at its most simple form, is a partnership. Life’s circumstances will change, money will come and go. It’s important you have a partner who will pull their weight. It’s not you against them, it’s the two of you against the problem. If I’m being honest, this guys doesn’t sound like he’s being a good partner to you. Can you have an open conversation with him about this? Can you talk to him about your feelings?
  4. It is not funny to bring up topics that make people this upset. Those are not funny conversations. It’s sad. CPS workers have seen so much terrible stuff, you can’t blame them for being overly sensitive. They’ve seen the worst of people. They’ve helped young girls who’ve been raped by their male family members. Cops have cleaned up dead children. Their emotional turmoil is anything but funny.
  5. These are very sensitive topics you’re asking about, and you don’t personally know the audience you’re reaching out to or understand their experiences. Similarly, they have no idea who you are. You’re literally a random stranger on the internet asking specific questions about extremely traumatizing situations. Read the room. It would have been more prudent to put out a feeler and then wait for a response. ”I’m writing a novel that includes some situations I’d like to learn more about. Would anyone be willing to answer a few questions for me via email? I’d greatly appreciate it.”
  6. The fact that she is on his mind during intimate times is concerning. I suppose if he has feelings or attraction to her, he can’t really help that. But anyone with any common sense would know to keep those comments to themselves, especially since you’ve already voiced concern over this girl. I am not sure if your boyfriend is the type who thrives on drama, or he’s really just that clueless about your feelings that he thought it was fine to say something like this: “For example, last night after we had sex he started laughing and said that he wondered if she ever did what I did in the bedroom since we're twins.” That’s not funny at all, and very insensitive. I would not have let this roll off my back, it would’ve been a huge problem. It’s such a stupid thing to say that I almost think he’s intentionally trying to get a rise out of you. You say you made a post about him and this girl in April of last year. It’s been 9 months and you still have insecurities about this other girl. You’ve given your boyfriend more than enough time to show you whether or not he’s the man you want to build a life with. To me, it does not sound like he will do a great job of taking care of your heart.
  7. Debating whether to do the classic man move and dump your kids and everything on their mom, or deciding not to take them away from their mom only because you don’t want their mom to enjoy freedom is not being a good father. That’s being a very selfish, horrible father. You’re so concerned with how wrong your girlfriend is, but dude check the mirror. You can’t control her, but my God, control yourself. Seek therapy.
  8. Your children are not pawns in your relationship that you can take or leave in an attempt to exert control over your girlfriend. Your thoughts are seriously problematic. Like, really problematic. Even if your girlfriend is A problem, she is not THE problem. Your kids need help.
  9. So many red flags here that I don’t even know where to start. I guess all I can say is that regardless of how much blame you wanna place on her, I’ve learned plenty about you throughout this thread that tells me you will continue to have the same issues with any woman until you get into therapy yourself. It will open your mind and improve your relationships in ways you cannot imagine. Please give it an honest try.
  10. IMO, this is the result of not understanding or talking through her feelings, not receiving validation, and not having good communication habits. It’s an attempt at immediate gratification. Open communication that allows you to discuss your feelings without fear of reaction or judgement is the remedy for women to stave off the occasional wandering eye and replenish their love.
  11. If you guys go back and re read only the OP’s posts, it doesn’t sound like the issue is just sex, or even mainly sex. That is simply what many posters have focused on and expressed outrage over.
  12. I don’t think this is necessarily accurate, especially after the OP’s most recent comment. Communication from the OP feels cold to his wife. She’s not having her emotional needs met, in this particular instance but also likely in many previous instances, which has led to her current discontentment. What is she to do when she doesn’t get what she needs from her marriage, but loves and doesn’t want to destroy her family? To her, this issue is heavy enough that she needed to talk about it, so in an effort to feel out what his response might be, she opened with, “how would you feel about an open marriage?” To me, thinking as a husband, that is an excellent opportunity to be curious and learn about where my partner’s at emotionally. Clearly something’s amiss between you, but that’s inevitable at some point in every marriage. No one communicates perfectly, there will always be miscommunications or unintentional offense. Not to mention, we are all different people, growing at different rates, with different thoughts and feelings. Two people may share the same experience and yet feel completely different about it. Communication is key. But until you’ve made it a habit and become comfortable with it, starting these conversations is terrifying. You’re afraid of saying the wrong thing, you’re afraid of being misunderstood, you’re worried about their reaction. Did she do great at her communication? No, but she took the first step and started a conversation. OP, did you do great at your communication? No, you didn’t seek to understand her feelings, you reacted with your own feelings and didn’t validate hers. But, you are here, looking for ways to move forward. I don’t think an open marriage is really what she wants. I think that’s what she thinks is the only solution to her feelings, because she has not gotten the validation and connection she needs from you. If you can give her those things, I think she’ll realize it is possible to find what she’s looking for with you. Go back to the conversation with her. It will be hard, it will feel uncomfortable and you’ll feel vulnerable. But she chose to spend her life with you so 1. It is her job to communicate with you what she needs and 2. It’s your job to try to give her what she needs without compromising your own happiness. The opposite of this also applies. You have a duty to communicate what you need, and she’s responsible for filling your cup in return. Be curious and find out what it is she needs so you know what you need to give, and consider what it is you need from her so you can communicate that to her. This is the duty of marriage. This is why marriage is not to be taken lightly. It is hard. I wish you the best, OP, no matter what happens.
  13. I think this right here is a good place to be. Your first post, very first sentence, you say your wife just asked you about this a couple days ago, so talking about one of you being outside of the home and talking about separation and lawyers is throwing the baby out with the bath water. Slow down a minute here… It’s VERY common for people to get restless around the 7 year mark. I say this as someone who’s been married for 7 years and 2 months. I have felt this, I’ve had similar thoughts, and I understand. I was hesitant to say anything to my husband, or anyone really, because I didn’t fully understand my feelings so how could I make someone else understand? But your wife, she made the decision to talk to you about it. Maybe she’s sure this is what she wants, or maybe she thinks this is the solution to how she feels, which is discontent, but perhaps there are other solutions she hasn’t considered. I think talking to you was a good start. How did that conversation go? Did you listen to her thoughts? Understand how she was feeling? It’s easy to make assumptions, such as her actually saying “how would you feel about an open marriage?” but you’re hearing “I want to have sex with someone else, I don’t want to have sex with you.” Did you create a safe space for an open conversation? Often times, I start to tell my husband what‘s bothering me, and in answering his questions, I learn that my issue was merely a symptom of something else. But it’s in the conversation that I find my true feelings. Is it possible for you and your wife to take a few steps back here, and have a real and honest discussion about your marriage? Your feelings are valid, but feelings are fleeting and this is a huge decision. If you can find a way to be curious, I think you both might learn a lot about yourselves and each other.
  14. Her approach to the conversation is what puts me off. As you said, there are many ways to go about a household budget, but from what you’ve written, I’m not inferring that she’s done any math at all to get these numbers she’s demanding. It’s also hard to say whether $1,000 is appropriate without knowing all of your shared expenses. Here’s what we do, for your reference (married 7 years): He pays his bills: auto, cell phone, XM radio, student loans, gas I pay my bills: auto, cell phone, gas I make 57% of our total income so I pay 57% of shared bills; he pays 43%: mortgage, electric, gas, water, HOA, groceries, day care, etc. This way, we each know exactly how much we have to put into our shared account on the 1st of the month, and our remaining money is in our own, separate accounts to do with as we please. However, as you mentioned, you’re NOT married, therefore I would not assume responsibility for any part of the mortgage. You seem to be very aware of the numbers on most expenses, so you could sit down and do some calculating and try to guide the conversation in a positive direction that’s based on actual expenses. Her reaction to the conversation will be very telling. Fighting over money is very taxing on not just the relationship, but on ourselves as well. I’m sorry you’re having to figure this out, but I’m also glad you’re working through it prior to getting married.
  15. I honestly think her mistake was giving you too much information. If it wasn’t a big deal and there was nothing further between them, she shouldn’t have burdened you with the info. Sometimes when we’re younger, we tend to over share because we think if we’re totally honest, that’s a good and desirable thing. Most of the time it is. But as you get older you learn that no one is entitled to every bit of information about you, and sometimes ignorance truly is bliss. Since the ship has sailed, it’s sort of up to you to decide what you want to do now that you have this information. I think if you give it time, your memories together will replace the awkwardness of the current situation, and this guy will fade away into the past. I also think if you just don’t want to deal with the situation, you’d be reasonable to walk away. Totally your call. Best of luck to you.
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