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beacon last won the day on September 8 2011

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  1. Hi Slugger! I know you are happy in all of your concert exploits so I will just say that I wish you well. I am well despite my fluctuating feelings about life and you. I definitely miss you and hope you feel the same. I miss the samiches you made me.
  2. Keep your head up, Robin. My friends are also usually busy. Cookies and movies sound like yummy time! You're having way too much fun to be thinking about me, but I want to call you and tell you that I know and am learning to understand my flaws more and more with each day. Facing my ugly side seems like it has been the most difficult task I've ever encountered. We had many beautiful moments and I chose to forget about any of the bad ones. For this, I apologize. Some things make sense to me now but the hurt is still there. I wish I could talk to you about everything. You're gone though... too far gone...
  3. I should have never told you about my plan to ask you to marry me. I can't believe I was going to make you my world and when things got a little rough for me, you just wanted to party. I hope you don't choke on any shots of tequila or puffs from your glorious wonder plant or become hospitalized for dehydration from your friend Molly. Enjoy your concerts and festivals. That and the numbing substances are all you have, bar winch.
  4. You sent another text. Again I sent nothing back, but I love you. It has been documented. I want to see you now... touch you... hold you... feel you... for these reasons and so many more, I cannot contact you. I'm worth more than you know.
  5. I fell in love with you the first week we hung out. I have never told you this because I was too busy closing off my feelings from my previous relationship and I didn't realize it myself. I know now which is too little too late, but there is a reason for that. Part of me feels that we were meant to be, but my rational side tells me that if that is the case, it will happen. My rational side also tells me to focus on the things that brought conflict into my life and deal with those so I can be happy and in turn be happy with whomever is the right person for me. You are a free spirit. Have your way. Have your life. I love you none the less... maybe more... but I can't be a part of your life and for this I am truly sorry.
  6. I wish I could only think of our good times and smile. I'm working on that.
  7. I just continue to miss you morning, noon and night. I need to stop being in love with you now...
  8. I have to be honest. I want to see you everyday but not sure you deserve it. I may have some things with which I need to deal, but we were good and could have been great if you'd have communicated... I suppose you did communicate when you left.
  9. I'm here again. I love you. We could have been beautiful together forever. All you had to do was try to communicate what you felt, what you thought, what you needed. I know I shut down and denied communication when we'd had quite a bit to drink, but that didn't mean I didn't want to communicate. It meant I wanted to communicate when we had clear minds. I wish you happiness in whatever it is you do, but I wish it was with me that you're doing it. I love, I miss you, I want you. I can't think of being intimate with anyone but you. If there is a next life, maybe then... maybe then...
  10. I have a feeling I may need to bookmark this on the iphone...
  11. A My Morning Jacket song: Really didn't think I was gonna make it. Really didn't think I was gonna make it this way. Put on my robot face. Hide my emotions way far away from me. Oh! You really saw my naked heart. You really brought out the naked part. I don't know what you were doing- I know I just want to thank you for thinking of me. I want to take you. For all that you are. Although our worlds seem far apart I want to see you- thru all that you do. I want to thank you. It was strange and it was soothing, and you could even say amusing- The way it came to me. You'd devised a simple plan, that would change the fate of man, you'd thought of everything Oh! you really saw my naked heart. You really brought out the naked part. I don't know what you were doing- I know I just want to thank you for thinking of me I want to take you. For all that you are. Although our worlds seem far apart. I want to see you- thru all that you do I want to thank you Me: I miss you.
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