wolflovesmoon

your story- the short description- has inspired me. i won`t give up. i will give her time she need since she asks for it,, i will wait, hope and live on that hope, deep down and i am not wrong,, i have those strong feelings.. she is the one. going NC is just to prepare my self to fight for love, in a peaceful way of course, if nothing happens,, i wont by the end blame my self why i never tried. trying always get us to where we want even if we try once..thanks and best of luck

Allow me to call you brother, thanks for your Golden advices she texts few times a day ( today at 8 am). i tend to delay my responses.. Nothing about relationship. just General matters, the guy from Spartacus has died from cancer and we both like him. She quit her job and she is happy to go back to school. in the other hand i am working on my self. as long as there is no bitterness or hard feelings. we will be fine.. i remember 4 weeks ago ( part of the story) we went to a club/ restaurant and this Guy come to talk to her. he did it before and i didn't say anything ( she told him she was with me. i and Him both are Moroccans.. i don`t really know if he sees it as a challenge or what) so i looked him on Facebook thru a mutual friend. sent him an email ask him to back off.. i told her, that was the BOMB i guess .. i made my self sound childish and insecure and she even told me that. i didn`t mean to come off as insecure but i just felt the need to ask him to back off.. lesson learned anyway. Each day passes i learn more, and i grow up wiser. i already have the principle ingredients to make a very good boyfriend. if she ever comes back she will have the honor to have someone like me, if never ( wish her all luck and happiness ) someone else will. Thanks all. especially AIRBAG.

I don`t know if this counts,, 4 days NC she calls me at 2:00 am, while driving home from a friend`s house. said she thought of me and gave me a call. kept the conversation friendly and nice, made few jokes here and there. let her lead the conversation and ask questions. etc.. 30 min.. wish good night for each other and promise to call one day soon.. if she doesn`t call anytime soon i will call after a week or more. but i still don`t know how to take it. why would she call me.. ask for a picture.. i sent her one i toke with an iPhone and made my head look so damn big. like the mega-mind dude.. lol

My actions and behaviors lead to the " Break up" she didn`t say don`t talk to me or anything, she said she does not trust me and she does not want to be in a relationship with me. she didn`t leave me just for any reason but i gave her reasons to do so.. and i am hardly trying to fix it and change. after 2 days of NC ,, we texted for a while , it was all friendly, threw few compliments now and then, and i excused to go to the gym and told her i will talk to her tomorrow.. we dated for almost 3 months.. i don`t know what else to expect but i will be patient and go slow. august 12th she told me she deep down madly in love with me and few other sweet things. i was about to ask her if she can meet me soon so we can talk but i did not. any thoughts or suggestions or questions?