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  1. this is for all of you that want to kill themselves, i know what you are going through. i wish i was dead to... or at least i did because i just lost my girlfriend for good and she was the only thing i had. but anyway think about this before you do it, picture that you really did die, think about how you would feel never being able to see your friends, or maybe someone that you love. think about that, suicide wont get rid your problems you will just lose everything you have or see. just yesterday i overdosed on amphetamines because my girlfriend broke up with me, luckily i didnt die and now after thinking about what i just wrote i dont want to kill myself. I just cant think about never seeing the people in my life again, it makes my stomach upset. just think about the things you do before you do them... i learned this the hard way.
  2. thanks guys, but i forgot to put that i already tried to cut off contact and i just cant it hurts to bad. i dont understand how someone can just cut someone off from their life. even if she isnt the right girl for i fell in love with her and i cant change that... i wish i could.
  3. my gf dumped me for another guy. i still love her sooooooo much, she was the only person i really cared about and the only thing i really had. i had a very long conversation with her on the phone and she still wants to keep in touch, its just so hard for me to talk to her knowing that she doesnt feel the same way. she says that she loves me but if she really loved me she would dump this kid and get back with me. i really hurt badly, i dont want to anymore, how can i get over this girl??
  4. this past weekend my girlfriend dumped me. she left me for another guy, her reason was because i dont pay enough attention to her. i asked her like when and she said when i hung up on her without saying goodbye, i never say goodbye before i hang up the phone. I am so sad right now because about an hour ago i was talking to her on AIM and i told her how much i hated her and told her to get out of my life and she was trying to just be friends with me and i blew her off (i know that sounds so immature and stupid and i know it is but i didnt know how to react) , then 30 minutes later i felt so depressed knowing that ill never hold her or be with her again. so i sent her a text message saying that she has no idea how much i love her. im afraid i messed up really bad, is there anything i can do or am i pretty much screwed. I love this girl to DEATH! i am so sad right now and i dont know what to do i am really considering suicide.
  5. i feel like i f**ked up big time n i told my ex that i was sorry for being such an a**hole. i hate wen this s**t happens cuz i always go and do something stupid like a bunch of drugs.
  6. i did something really stupid. i dumped my gf so i could go out with this other girl, so i got with her but she doesnt want to go out with me. now i have noone and im kinda shy wen it comes to girls so wat should i do?
  7. its coming to the point where im asking my friends to try to hook up with her so i have a reason to break up with her.
  8. I dont think i have the self-confidence and courage to tell her in person. Is there a different way i can tell her that.
  9. I have been going out with my girlfriend for about 5-6 months now and my feelings for her are fading away. I've tried to break up with her many times but i never have a reason to break up with her and then i figure why dump her? But lately some girls are wanting to get with me but i would never cheat on a girl so i didnt do anything with them. How do i tell my girlfriend that my feelings for her are gone? P.S. she is not sensative so if i tell her that my feelings for her are gone she will call me a fag loser or something like that. if you know what i mean
  10. everythings cool now, i just found out that the guy was lying and he was trying to get with my gf. thanks for your help!
  11. the person who said that she said she wanted to get with him was the guy that was told by my gf that she wanted to get with him. So it was the guy who my gf wanted to get with told my friend.
  12. Also later that same day i was outside with her and my friend said he had to tell me something he heard. So me and him walked away from her and said that she wanted to get with this other guy. So she came over to us and i acted all weird around her like i didnt like her any more and she asked me what my friend told me and why i was acting strange. I told her he didnt say anything to me and then we were hanging out for like 30 minutes and i just ignored her the whole time and she kept asking me what was wrong. Then i finally told her what he had told me, and me and my friend walked away. She followed us and i just walked faster to get away from her and then she was with my friend far behind me and she started crying. Then about 10 minutes later she called me on my cell phone crying and asking me to meet her somewhere. So i met up with her about 5 minutes later and i was talking to my friend about what i should do. So then i started talking to my gf and she went on and on about how it wasnt true. So i just looked at her and i had to forgive because i really do love her alot. im not sure if that was true or not about her wanting to get with the other guy. Because if those 2 things happened on the same day and im a bit skeptical about it not being true. But when i got back together with her we were never that close before so im pretty sure that it wasnt true, but im still not 100% on that. What do you guys think?
  13. Dont try to kill yourself any more. Its stupid, if you kill yourself that is just proving to all the people who put you down that you are weak but if you keep fighting them every day they will soon figure out that you are a person just like them with feelings. But if you let them put you down they will just keep on bothering you.
  14. Yesterday i was with my gf. We decided to meet up with some friends of mine so we did. When we met them we were holding hands but then she starts mocking me and sort of "making fun" of me, like jokingly calling me a loser and stuff. Then after about 10 minutes things get weird i told her that i wanted to go somewhere with them but she didnt want to go, so then she goes over to my friend and puts her arm around him and says "Im going out with him now" and they move up a couple of steps and then she runs back and grabs my hand, but then she continues "making fun" of me. Is she trying to make me jealous? or is just the way that she might act.
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