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  1. A drab Tuesday evening in March. Flacid clouds pissing cold, stale rain against the window. The lonely brrrrr of a laptop gasping for its last breaths, only overshadowed by a toilet refilling. Sitting here. Drinking tea out of the same cup I've drank out of for the last five years. Something needs to change.
  2. You hurt me so, so much. It just wasn't fair, and no matter how much you didn't love me I didn't deserve that.
  3. You really, really hurt me. Do you know how much? I hope you do, and that when you think about it you feel guilt. To be together 8 years, engaged and then to string me along for 4 months, find someone else and leave me for him. I didn't deserve that. Yes things had become stale between us but you didn't even give me a chance to try and work things out. I tried. I fought for us. But you said you weren't willing to try. That hurt. "I don't love you anymore and I don't want to be with you." That stung. But I'm getting better. I feel so much emotion right now. Anger, regret, dismay. Above it all though I miss you, despite everything you did to me. Like I said, I didn't deserve it.
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