I wish you had the balls to tell me the real reason you wanted to leave. The time we spent together now seems like a big effing lie. I can't believe I put so much effort and energy into making long distance work, to get my heart broken into so many pieces. I should have acknowledged the time when you said, you felt we didn't relate and at times you wanted to break up. That all started in Feb. when I noticed you and your ex-ex started contacting each other more frequently. It's so funny, because that was the time, when he had just gotten out of a relationship. I really don't know what's going on now, as I really have no clue, but an inkling in me says that you guys are back to talking on a regular basis. I can't believe the hell you've put me through whilst easing me out of your life. I will never ever forgive you for this pain. I feel so betrayed, by someone I truly put my all in to making what I thought in my eyes, the last relationship, I was going to be in. It really hurts to know that I didn't meet your "high expectations" whatever that may be, since you never let me in to your world. It sickens me to the death that I put so much trust in you in turn get no respect in knowing the truth of why you left me out to dry because of your "demons and doubts." Like what the hell is that supposed to mean? So eff you, and I really hope the next guy treats you better than how I treated you.