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In this Pain I am mighty man I strong No longer capable Of feeling love I am numb to pain All because I know it all so well My heart stop beats years ago And sadness was all I know Because of it my heart no one knows My guard was up I was in a war within People comes People go So never get attach Was my clever plan Trust no man Woman worst But in the end i was no mighty man I am weak Love I began to feel With this, came pain Missing certain people When they came Never know they have my heart Until that bitter day they were gone But with there absent they took apart of me My dear heart that fought so hard to scoured And now I am solider with out a war But happy I am Can finally return to my love ones And unselfishly give them apart of my heat Cause I am capable of love But this I realize with a cause Devil deceive turn the ones I love to thought me But god knows we are all human.

UNDECIDED So many choices with only one to choose Playinng this love game not knowing if we might win or lose Feeling mismatched with not knowing what to do But my love for you, I will stick to like glue. I might be confused, stressed and abused As I know it that the sky is blue That's how sure I am that I want to be with you. There are things you do that doesn't seem true That makes me feel used, rejected and refused But all I really want is just to be with you. Now I can't decide if I should stay by your side Or should I seek another, or from you I should hide This I say is not a lie, so please, just please - It is you I want to be my bride.

i wait and wait and set my bait to find cupid on his own special day the 14 have come the 14 had past but the spell of love wasn't cast the break of my heart full me of anger the feeling of shame became my game dry tears of rain couldn't fall to ease this pain whats was wrong i couldnt explain why i fail i complain and complain love i didnt gain but it felt like i miss my love train and what i want is a next chance again a chance dress better a change to look hotter a chance to be funnier just a chance for us to be together like dumper and dumper so i feel even stupider the more i write the more i realize that what i want is no where to be found so f this poem and the heck with finding love, f you cupid, i am going out have me some fun.

the reason to chose me I CAN RELATE TO WHAT YOU SAY PEOPLE ARE LIKE SNAKE IN THE GRASS THAT WILL STINK YOU IN YOUR ASS BUT STILL DONT CHANGE STAY KIND AND LOVING YOUR KNIGHT AND SHINNING HARMUR IS COMING IF I TO COME IN YOUR LIFE AND YOU BECOME MY BRIDE BY YOUR SIDE I WILL RESIDE AND MY LOVE FOR YOU WONT DENIE YES I WILL APPRECIATE YOU THIS NO GAME, IT ALL TRUE I KNOW YOU BE FINE ON YOUR OWN BUT BABY YOU ARE NOT ALONE BECAUSE I WILL BE MORE THAN JUST A LOVER I WILL BE FRIEND STILL THE VERY END FAMILY PROMBLEM DO WORRY ABOUT THEM BECAUSE WHEN WE ARE MARRIED THERE ANIT ANY WORRIES THEN JEALOUS OF US THEY WILL ALWAYS BE BECAUSE PEOPLE WILL HATE EVEN MORE WHEN THE GLAMOUS YOU NEXT TO ME I AM NOT JUST ANOTHER * * * * * YELLING SEXY OR A TYPICALLY JAMAICAN BUSSING LIKE BEES BECAUSE I KNOW THERE MORE TO YOU THAN WHAT EYES CAN SEE AND TO LET ME IN HEART I DONT EXPECT TO BE EASY I NEVER make MIND RUN IN THE GUTTER I AM TOO SMART EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU MIGHT BE SMARTER THINK OF IT THAT WILL BE EVEN BETTER TO HAVE A BEAUTY AND GEEK WHICH CAN AMAZINGLY CALULATE NUMBERS BABY YEA YOUR INDEPENDENT AND YOU HAVE YOUR DREAMS BUT BABY JUST THINK HOW FASTER IT WOULD BE IF YOU INCULDE ME ME AND u CAN BE A TEAM BETTER YET WE CAN BE ONE ONE MIND WITH MANY DREAM JOINT HEART AND BE HAPPY FOR INTERNALITY

HEY GUYS , I HAVE TAKEN A BREAK FROM POETRY BUT I AM BACK SO HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS WELCOME BACK PEOM. FADE OF DREAM IN MY DREAM I CREATE THE PERFECT GIRL IN REAL LIFE I CANT SEEM TO FIND HER THE IMAGE OF THAT GIRL FADE AS I AGE AND NOW I NO LONGER SEE MARRIAGE MY HEART IS TOO DAMAGE STAMPEDE AND RAMPAGE FROM MY EX LEAVE MY FEELING SO MUCH MESS NO MORE PERFECT GIRL I SEE NOT EVEN IN MY DREAMS AND WITH EACH NIGHTMARE I WAKE WITH A SCREAM BUT ON HOPE I HOLD ON TO FOR THIS DREAM GIRL TO COME TRUE FLOOD OF TEARS CREEP DOWN MY EYES BAGS LIES BLINDED ME FROM THE TRUTH TO LATE TO ESCAPE MY HEART SHE HOLD HOSTAGE AND TIE UP WITH A SATCH TAPE HOW CAN I LOVE AGAIN HOW CAN YOU TELL ME THING WILL CHANGE WHAT KIND OF GAME YOU TRYING PLAY I HAVE ALREADY BEEN DOWN THAT LANE. from love shame to pointing blame from the seed of love and blossom of pain i have been use but y i am confuse hook on this love abuse which i cant seem to refuse i need a better life i need away to survive i need something someone or just a person to call my wife

i hav ejust wrote this peom today. just free stlye. i wrote how i felt with out thing and what i want. but when finish just couldnt came with a name . but think of it i will call it hiden of love When I watch a love movie Or think of love Even is I just met someone special that make your heart cried Image you and her living together Build a life A family Something so not real it’s like a dream A hope of real love Meaning of happiness that we called but never answer We wanted, we waited for so long Have our live in fairy book To find the person that completes you You might pass them by and never look twice Just want that someone to come in your life What a dream that would be And all we can do is hope he or she have passed by And we all find that Something special Fun and lively Something that you live 4 But never seem to come true That loves that passion That greed to be happy Temporary madness, of not facing the true I wish to live that movement of perfection that we all watch on TV Or read in book That some how we would wake and be some body Just to have our problem disappeared Just to find love a family a comfort zone But most of all to find ourselves

still pain This pain I can’t control Betray from those I love Hatred, I become to know My heart covers with snow My eyes hurt from the sight of him Your scent covers with stink Your body being one with his How it hurts just to think My mind wonder away Will this pain, ends one day It been 2 years since My love had been slice like miens Pain is my comfort zone In my heart I cried alone I am trap in movement of time She moved on left me behind

Pain I hate you because I love you I can’t stand seeing you with a next man But there no way I want to be with you You are not for me. I know that but still the pain wont ease It still comes rushing to my heart and I felt scar of heart break tears apart My friend lonely comes visit me. And sadness fulls my eyes. The touch of love is no more. And failed is shown in front my eyes I was never a good lover I wasn’t a good friend I was never honest with no one not even myself This pain I can’t bare. The sight of lose blind my fears Death I turn to but it wasn’t there Punishment I call my pain. Because I wish it never happen to me. I sit and wait. But happiness won’t pass my way I hunt and strive. Hate covers my path. Jealous of every one success and hate my own I am lost, I need be found But who will after all I am no superstar I won’t be missed if I am dead I look forward to the day I take my last breath I suffer too much Gain no reward Lost everything So my purpose is no more I think death as my way out I need help but who will. I not crazy at lease I don’t think so. I want to be free I want to feel love I just need a constant hug

confusion my life is scatter like rice my sense is full of hate my angry ease my pain my lies tricks my brain my eyes i stop from rain and from love i retrain forgiveness i am not worthy of for love that as no meaning for caring that as no sharing and for my heart that is forever broken suffering that never seem to end for our emeny is our friend for faith is the law and hope is for us all but we some time fall and for help, we call but i doom with my own curse i am perish with my own words i am lifeless because i refuse i am stress because i know i being used but i am love because my mom choose to endore it with me i sad of i dont know i am greatfull to whom i have met but i look forward for life after death and when my life end i wish i wont be born in sin again

4 month never long time. but i really open to her. i wasnt that open with anyone before. but even though wa sso short it felt i know her all my life

no she didnt die but i never heard from her again

i know i said i was going to post another peom but this came to me and i wante dto share it . and i hopefully i can get every one opion who take the time to read it .. even a short one will do.. and if you u dont please state as well. open minded. thank u unfarturenet love deep in love i was so close, i could hear the honey making bees buss the light of happiness i was finally be pulled from darkness i have seen my world gathering together just knowing we had each other my life became perfected the meaning of life i deteched a phone call from an angel whisper every thing i wanted no pain from the past no longer hunted i was finally feeling appericated to her love i was deicated countless night on her called waited hear her voice say how are you my beloveth and only death can let us parted for this was what i believeth but my angel wasnt to stay she was only to point me to the right place and i was never to even seen her beautifull face at first i lost and confuse i have never felt so use my feeling felt abuse and my heart was scared my love to her i pleaged to god simliar to moses, she was my mighty rod my love will never dies and my life have become santufy and i realise she had made me so wise i love you jess and my heart hugs your heart on a picknic basket full ok kisses. till our heart meet again but for now i will close my eyes and account to ten and remember every laugh and tears we shead

i like it,, because it orginal.. maybe why you dont like it because you feel it didnt explain yourself good enough.. but it did more than you think.. by the way dont be nervous arround people .. be you ,,.just love you and you be perfect.. plus i think you are cutie (smile)

i like it .. but i feel you hold back your feeling and did want to express too much.. but it was good

hey guys thank you for reading my peom.. i think this be my final peom i will ever write.. i hope you enjoy it. and i want to say thanxs for your comment and your support. it help me alot.. well i been writing peoms on here for a girl i call my marine girl name jess.. she really have a nice personality..very sweet.. but just didnt work i guess. she choose not too.. but to be honest.. she already doen so much for me,. and this my way to say bye.. final peom about my marine girl i have waited for so long for someone like you to me your were a dream that seem so real it would have been too good to be true if i to end up with you i was lost in a dream within a dream i was caught up with my own fantazy this load of feeling of hope made my heart sing and beat to every riddim of your voice before you i was cold as ice but u warm me up bring me back to what important and that i wasnt a moran you bring me closer to god to life to happiness even though i am sad that we never met and it didnt goes as i dreamth it to be but the fantazy world i was in for those short time made me feel so a live so wanted so important in your life with you talking about want to be my bride and alway stay by my side even though it didnt go like so if some ask me if i go through all that again and to be sad in the end i would say yes i never felt anything like it that taste of love that rain on me how can i explain a feeling of love that will always remain never say good bye she alway tell me just say later because that made her feel alot better i how can move on with letting her go so i have to say what she fear most i have to say what i hope wouldnt have to say is good bye i just said it good bye now i watch my love fly in the sky being free escaping from fear to be with u because even though i say bye my heart will also love you even though we never met my lips have already kiss you hundreds of times my marine girl how can i let go why did you choose to go i love you from head to toe so later not bye later is always better than never so long and alway play my song god bless the broken road that lead me straight to u.. bye