Day 7 NC
The Break Up
I told my girlfriend of 4 years (we are not living together) i did not fell we were building a partnership due to her lack of reciprocity and empathy. She said we way "busy working too jobs" but I understand that. She made plans w/o me for holidays which i pissed and happy to be relieved of duty
I have done NC for 3 months and one for 2 months.. it worhed
I had to think about it I want to live my life with someone like that, I am sure she would say she is too giving. Phscially and spiritually we were attracted but not sexually compatible w. I am going into a new field and have to learn. I needed focused time since may 23 to complete my project and there were spending a lot less time together. w
The further she gets away from me the more i want her ( this will wear off) .. We are not broken up and have to keep options open and not getting closure , is that good? I still pay her cell bill, should i tell here to get her own phone. i Love her ever much despite the negatives but do know i should not have gotten involved with anyone until i can take care of my self. (can be soon). I feel sad, depressed,,feel like I lost my only friend. In my experience those the leave for financial security are rarely happy. in a way i don't blame here a I Can not go pout right now, I cont go out much so i can work through the holidays. If she shows. great, if not i documenting the 15 red flags i ignored. I free I lost the person who is compatible .i zm prepared to deal with that.