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catlover you say im doing this for a moan? you dont understand, you dont know me so dont say that, you have NO idea how my family would react if i started going to see a doctor, im 17, you dont understand what they would react like, would course more stress than probly killing myself. just knowing that im getting no where im my life, and i dont act like this around people i try, but still nothing happens, you would probly think im a normal person not like this. by when i sai npthing happens i mean nothing gets better, hard to explain. and i care about many people, the girl i likes probly dont give a crap about me really, and i WOULD make a differance if somone felt same way about me, somthing to look forward to over than next weed/drinking session.

thats not just the thing though, nothing gos good. and i worry about my looks alot dunno why, im a mess...

go to the doctors? what so everyone in my family thinks im a nut case. and its not constant lows, just overall, i know im getting no where in life.

they care yes, but there still always arguing, and i dont want to do it to them because i have done it to my mum befor, and i cant ever do it again. hmm about 4 years, seems for ever, well for as long as i can remember

Im tired of all this crap in my life, ive had enough of it all and i have no way out. Im sick of people things will get better, they dont, they never have i cant even remember the last time i was happy with my life. sure im happy when i go out with my friends, which hardly happens but im sick of being alone, having no good mates and not having a GF. i think im getting somwhere with a girl but nothing happens, i never get anything just suicial thoughts, i just want to jump off a bridge somtimes, but i cant because i cant do that to my family, but im sick of feeling like this, no one cares or anything. its porbly because ive always been like it for so long no one cares, and its not like i dont try with these girls or friends, just nothing go's right. no idea where im writing on here, guess everyone else dont give a crap about me anyway, i wish i can make my family happy in death.

latest info: shit scared dont know how to tell her..... text message? thinking she dont like me any more and all the over horribly, depressing thoughts ........... yay!

cheers for help ill will tell her, just need right moment tell ya how it goes

Please help me out because i have fallen in love with my friend but i dont think she feels the same about me. its so anoying since one day she is very friendly and wants to talk and sit near me then the next day its like she dont know me. its making my mind explode . i am trying to tell her how i feel but i just dont know what to say to her and if she dont wanna know me after i tell her. please help me out!

i do love her and wanna go out with her i was think about asking her out to the movies but dont u think i should wait until she isnt going out with her boy friend or just say as friends

I still go collage and have i been through hell. I didnt know her that well but now we get on fine but she see`s me as a friend witch is so anoying. she is going through a hard time because she is going out with somones boy friend and they are being horrible to her i am being as supportive as i can be i really wont her with me but i cant give her the signel, i need some tips and how to get her to like me as a close friend... please reply