VIII

I should have left you when I saw the red flags. I should have enjoyed the passion and fun of our initial fling and called it quits. Instead, I let you destroy not only our marriage, family and my heart- I find myself unable to trust ANYONE now. You've destroyed all faith I had I the idea of love. I don't want to have to explain to my daughter that sex and drugs were more important than being a mother to you. I wish I could just erase everything about you from my life. I wouldn't wish the emotions I feel right now on anyone.