Aqua066
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Aqua066 replied to Nynnja's topic in Healing After Break Up or Divorce
I HATE that you reached out to me again... and I hate that I fell for it again. Breadcrumbs is all it was. Why do I allow myself to think you're going to come to your senses. Why can't I just hate you for everything you've done to me. No contact again... god damn it. -
Day 6 NC! Back to work today... she's not here. That's a good thing but still getting stupid thoughts in my head like "she's probably with him". Hopefully soon enough I won't care anymore... Today I do feel better. Yesterday was torture (I hate Sunday's). Gotta keep it up... Gonna get back on my workout regiment tonight.
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Day 5 NC! Sunday's suck! Been home alone all day... been having a hard time not thinking about her and also the other guy Ugh! back to work tomorrow... where she will also be. I will be a ghost this coming week I can assure you...
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Good job Loulou! Resist the urges... they will always pass! Stay strong!
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Day 4! I'm getting there... I had a very good night last night. Hardly thought about you the whole night. Thinking about you a little today and what you did to me. I'm not breaking NC. I promise you that.
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Day 3 NC. I've been though this before but it is so hard. I took the day out of work to try to get her out of my head. I work with her and didn't want to even lay my eyes on her. She's back with the guy she left me for back 7 months ago. I can't tell you how tortured I have been over these last few days. I wish she never reached out for me. I was doing so good. I haven't had an urge to work out since I came in contact with her a little over two weeks ago. I got to get myself back. Maybe I'll try to workout tomorrow instead of moping around my house. Uhg I hate this. I hate her for doing this to me... AGAIN!!
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A very rough Day 2 NC!
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I am back on Day 1 NC. I won't rehash my story. I need to do this for myself and no one else. This girl has destroyed me in so many ways. I need to do this! I can and will do this! No matter how hard it becomes... and I know it will be hard (my previous high in NC was close to 4 months before she reached out to me). I will move forward with my life. I will hopefully begin to enjoy life again and find someone who truly deserves me...